Sunday, July 04, 2010

mesti org heran apsal alia kali ni gatal smcm...haha...dok sebut2 psl her so-called lelaki idaman la konon2...byk kali lak tu...ade sesape nyampah sile angkat tgn? ahahaha...sorry ye rakan2...bkn niat nk annoy korg ni...haha...saje la nk bagi ceria2 cket...kalau x, blurr je my blog ni kn...asyik dok ckp psl diri sendiri...skali skala kuar bab lovey ni best jugak kn kn...hehe...

actually ade seorang jejaka kacak ni suruh post the whole list of my ideal guy...syarat2...lebih krg cmtu la...haihh my dear, susah nk ckp la...the most perfect guy doesn't even exist...i don't really knw...it depends...really...each and every one of u male people comes with different approach, different attitudes, different stories, and of course different problems...

i tell u all...alia is a very2 decent lady who appeared so much perfect on the outside, nothing seems to be wrong with her (btw, dier mmg normal okayyy...there's really2 nothing wrong with her...i mean it...jgn pk bkn2...huhu), but she's actually very fragile on the inside...don't ever mistaken her laugh & smile, as a sign of her utmost happiness...she'd been in the darkest times of her life...extremely sad & broken...but she keeps holding on...surviving in any way she could...

sometimes it isnt your fault that she turned you down...its not you, its just her own insecurity that makes everything more complicated...a defect without reason...heh, logic x? huhuhu...

she only opens up to certain people...mainly her besties, and some of the best guyfriends...you knw who you are aite loves~ :) but most of the time, she keeps her secrets within...certain things are better left unsaid, much better to be kept, not to be shared, forever...as long as she's been taking care of herself...jaga maruah diri, agama & bangsa...fikir baik buruk sebelum buat ape2 keputusan...she'll be fine, even on her own :)
she's still finding her perfect half...but the right one isnt here yet...
she's not that cruel...she knows love, she knows sympathy, she knows empathy...
she's nice to everyone, she could be the greatest friend of all...
but now, she thinks she'd make a lousy girlfriend
(though she dnt knw why, but she really thinks so...huhu)
and she appreciates friendships more than anything
sometimes she didnt mean to hurt u or push u away
she just want to remain as friend because she's want it to last forever

she believes that the power of love is too complicated & so subjective
tht people can fall in love in a day & it could last forever...
and people can fall in love in decades & it could end in a split second...
people change, love fades
but she never give up her hopes & dreams
somehow, right now, that lucky charm isnt here yet

so anyway,
just be true to yourself
when the right one is there, u'll knw straight away
once u've found your love, never let it go :)
some people simply say love without even mean it...
some people didnt even realise that...
one way to knw, it's when you say it to the other person...

sometimes ur heart will beat faster,
with mixed feelings of happiness and afraid to lose him/her
and u'll feel like telling the world that u r his/hers
and u'd wanna share everything for the rest of ur life

sometimes again, ur heart will beat faster,
with mixed feeling of unexplained fear & guilt
when u thought u were happy, a part of u tell that it was a mistake
and when u're with him/her, u wished it was sum1 else
then sorry sweetie, u definitely dont love him/her
find ur love again...which ur heart had been telling u for all this while...
till u found sum1 with no guilt appears in between

*sekian ceramah motivasi dpd dokter love here :))))
kita jmp lagi mgu dpn
assalamualaikum~

(ape yg aku merepek pun xtau la...hahaha...xpaham pn buat2 phm jela okeh~)

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