Monday, December 14, 2009

occasion : my birthday 2009

happy 21st birthday to me

a year passes by in a flash
im getting old day by day
wonder wut its like in 10 years time
will i be happier
will i be prettier
will i be better

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

im back (^_^)

hisashiburi, ne? (long time no see, right?)
warming up
im gonna start babbling about wutever i feel like expressing out...
for the moment, lets start this blogging thing with somethings bout myself...

the name is alia
i prefer to tell evry1 tht im frm penang
though we never did live there
but its still my sweet2 hometown
and i ws born there
on 14th dec 1988
at 4.25pm (heh, i got tht right)
current place: manipal, india be myself is the hardest..
i consider my life to be out of ordinary
whenever i try to make things right or even make sense
there'll be some freakin fates coming over
to make it upside-down again
...all i can say...
life is full of drama (no escapees)

...i don't understand my own thoughts...
they were sometimes suicidal,sometimes motivating
i get confused easily, i get focused easily
partially angelic, and partially corrupted
i've done some deeds, but i'll end up doing some sins
it wasn't really a psychotic split personality
its just the way of being the better me
where positives + negatives
are trying to compromise each other
...all i can say...
nobody's perfect
wuts make them different is
wut they've done to make themselves better than before

i appreciate & regret life occasionally
had been the best i could ever be,
had been the worst i could ever be
i'm proud and ashamed of myself at the same time
but i jst knw, there's a reason why God let me be in this life
coz nobody else would have had the guts to endure it
only me...and so i gotta take it no matter wut
...but all i can say...
stop whining no matter wut
challanges are wut make life interesting
overcoming them is wut makes life meaningful

all in all
...IM JUST ME...

quote of the day:

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

lets get real

dreams vs reality

even if reality hurts,
it's always the only better choice than dream...
dream makes u become too attached
to the so-called-perfect happiness
tht u sometimes forget
to take the important steps in ur life...
leaving u stagnant as time passes by...
waiting foolishly for the miracle to happen...
until it's too late...

i knw people say
it's never too late to change,
but life would be so much harder
if u r moving on with such a burden of regrets...
reality gives u the truth,
dreams are just a bunch of lies...
reality is the one who would appreciate u,
accept u for who u are,
making u take ur steps,
even it is painful...
reality is wut u need...

gudbye all the dreams...
it wasnt ur fault tht u aren't real...
u could be real...
but i couldnt take the chance...
i have to take my steps...
no matter wut...

dear dreams,
if u love me,
let me take my steps...
if u really love me,
more than anything,
then come with me...
take steps with me...
maybe u'd be reality...
and a miracle tht i've been waiting
for all ths while

quote of the day:

Thursday, November 05, 2009

the vampie story

...i knw its kinda lame to repeat it all again but...
edward cullen is definitely
a one damn hot vampire!!!
i mean not sexily hot
but look at the eyes...his warm gaze
the way he looked at bella as if no one else existed
look at the lips...his mysterious smile
and only changed into laughter when he's with her

he's like a guardian angel (in a vampire way)
protecting her all the time, at any way
he'd loose his mind if anything happens to her
"You're My Life Now...You're The Only Thing It Would Hurt Me To Lose"

he tried his best to make her feel comfortable with him
more than tht, he always try to make her happy
~~~how sweet~~~

i'm still hvng post-romantic movie syndrome
everytime i watch this movie
i'd float and smile
wishing i'd have my own edward cullen
aaaahhhhh (i wish!! i want one!!)

so to all the guys out there
if u fall in love, fall hard
there's no shame of being so in love with sum1
cause every little thing u've done
will always catch up her attention
let alone make her happy and feel appreciated
as if she had the whole world already
and she's the luckiest of all
"I Promise To Love You Forever...Every Single Day of Forever"

p/s: i knw some would feel rather annoyed or even threatened by this post...those who think its kinda gay to worship him...the red-lips-square-faced guy...but haha like i care~ edward is still one of my fav dream lover...haha...any vampire out there? giv me a call... (^_*)

quote of the day:

"And so the Lion Fell in Love with the Lamb"
~twilight fever~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

occasion: diwali 2009

~namaste again~
this time all my batchmates gathered at KMC green to play fireworks...
it was fun...enjoying ourselves, diwali+fireworks for everybody! yeay!

Saturday, August 22, 2009


sometimes the person you want the most is the person you’re best without
in terms of lovey dovey la...
bab fmly tu lain citer...
i wnt my fmly the most,
& im miserable without them...huhu

Saturday, July 25, 2009

wisdoms for myself

people see
people hear
people talk think carefully b4 you act...

live life with no regrets

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

exam corner 3

- again IT comes -
its been a while...i left this blog for more than a month already...huhu...
anyway, now block 4 had come to an end...we're in the middle of exams...again...huh...
and not forget to mentioned, the upcoming University EXAMS!!!! huhu...
lots to so head is getting so stressed out!!! i really2 need a break
(which will never happen for the time being)
can't wait to go home again...
raye~~~ balik kampung~~~

anyway, nothing much to say here...just writing a few lines...mama already asked me why didn't i update my blog...busy la mummy...xde mase... (^_*)V

quote of the day:
*exam mode*

Monday, June 08, 2009

Personality 1

tonight, during a short break while studying neuroanatomy, i did some so-called love tests on :) and so out of all, i'd like to share this one result which i thought kinda interesting...quite true...

what movie character resembles you?

“Rose DeWitt Bukater” As portrayed by Kate Winslet in Titanic

Rose DeWitt BukaterRose DeWitt Bukater seems to have it all – first class travel, engagement to a wealthy man, servants, clothes, status. But this young woman is in a bad place mentally. She is betrothed to a man she doesn’t love. She feels controlled by him and by her mother. She is a victim of her time, and struggles to get out of the constraints of her corsets and the demure demeanor expected of her.

Rose finds only a few people on the Titanic who don’t look down upon her enthusiasm for books and logic, art and adventure. Most consider her a silly, spoiled girl who doesn’t know her place. But, chances are, people are more frightened of Rose’s bravery and bluntness than they care to admit, so they all try to keep her reigned in.

However, once Rose meets poor artist Jack Dawson, it takes only a small effort to crack her habits of good breeding. Jack – simply by being Jack – shows Rose how to live and love with abandon. Rose had always known there was more to be had than proper tea parties with vapid conversation. She had the nerve to speak her mind, most of the time, but she hadn’t had the nerve to completely be herself. Until Jack.

Rose and Jack seriously skip through the Five Stages of Dating – the accelerated relationship between them essentially constitutes a fairy tale. While this behavior isn’t recommended, there are some very real messages to be taken from this movie. Many women spend years looking for their “Jack,” that one man who will encourage, support, and enable them to find out what they’re really made of. But Jack doesn’t make Rose who she is – rather, he is the one person who loves her for exactly who she already is, which means freedom to her. It’s often a surprise when you find yourself attracted to someone “different” and wholly unexpected. But the person you think you’re meant to be with and the person who ultimately gels with you might not fit the picture you drew for yourself. And that’s OK.

Although things end tragically for the couple Rose moves on and swallows life whole. She doesn’t allow a man or responsibilities or propriety stand in her way. She doesn’t linger over a relationship and what-ifs. She, you could say, is strong enough and determined enough to fill her Love Tanks many times over, no matter who or what stands in her way.

quote of the day:

sometimes what you want is not what you need

but these words mean nothing if you don't even know the difference

sweet ♥ sugus


Sunday, June 07, 2009

love mode

B e a u t y & T h e B e a s t

i'm watching beauty & the beast right now...still ongoing but i paused a while to let myself express out my thoughts right now...this is the disney 1991 beauty & the beast...i've always had a thing with all this fairytales since i was a kid...and continued being a novel freak during my teenage time...and now still loving all these romance stories...lovey lovey thing makes me happy and floats right away~ haha...okey, bck to the story...somehow today i felt like watching some classic movies which i've watched long2 time ago...but you knw, being a kid, not every words or the whole plot would be understood...i only remember certain things and of course only look at the princess and imagining it was me and he prince would be someone cute...but now its time for a deeper understanding about the story...(cewah, saje je...bosan actually...xde keje...mlm sbtu mls pulak nk study lebih ;p)

and as i watch right now, i realize sumthing rather disturbing...
there's 2 guys in the story fighting for is the beast, and another one is guston...both are equally mean...and really insensitive...but among the two of them, i prefer the beast...tersentuh hati okay dgn beast...he's a loner...a very powerful fierce monstrous creature but at least he has some inner side that makes him sweet....guston on the other had is such an annoying guy...he talks too much, and overproud of himself, selfconcious, and that made him looks so stupid...
and shockingly...i love the beast...
i'd rather choose him...a beast that can be cute..
omg, i'm actually belle~!!!
:p :p :p
...told you i have a thing with such tales...
~suke berangan~

okey, tht's all i think...
wanna go bck watching the movie
wonder when will my very own beast will come
can't wait for the challenge
"there might be something there that wasn't there before"
-beauty and the beast-
sweet ♥ sugus

quote of the day:
"For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it.
For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it.
For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it."

Saturday, June 06, 2009


~its raining...uuu baby its raining~

the monsoon season had already come to rains all day...even now...i bet everyone is getting lazy and lazier...its cold outside, even inside the only we realize that manipal is really situated uphill and rather on the higher land compared to udupi or others...its true, the buses and autos which passes through manipal had to drive up the wonder there's at once where we all suddenly found strawberries sold everywhere even in the small shops outside the hostel...and somehow the dry+hot season was like hell...extra hot for the hills...sweat2~ but now, chill2~ the process of getting out of bed everyday had become a challenge...the cool air breeze, the soothing rain sounds, the warm fluffy blanket, my sweet2 pillows...ZzZzZzZz~~~ for a note, now i wake up 30mins later than snoozing up the phone more...hehehe...

talking more about raining season...umbrella is a must-have, raincoat is optional if u want to save more of your shirts and pants from becoming in india the umbrellas are harder and stronger compared to malaysian umbrellas...look at the rain of course...hujan kt msia manje2 gitu, hujan kt manipal mengganas habis...huhu...although the umbrella is said to be stronger, but it can only protect your head from becoming wet...hahaha...this is so so true...the rain could be such a disaster that it'll soak you up from top to bottom with the max amount of water as much as possible that could be squeezed out from the clouds...

and what's interesting here is that the umbrellas had become a trend...whose one is the best design of all gets the most compliment...
in malaysia, among the girls
"wah, cantiknye kasut ni...matching dgn baju...beli kt mana?midvalley?"
in manipal, among the girls
"wah, cantiknye payung ni...matching dgn baju...beli kt mana?udupi?"
and the proud smile is just the same :) equally...

i have a pink flowerish one, but i'm thinking of buying a bigger umbrella...i found the perfect one already during the shopping time in udupi last 2 weeks...but that time i had bought the pink one before i fell in love once again with this black with white lovey lovey spots...thought it'll be a waste so i just bought myself a black raincoat at the shop...but haha, talking bout temptations...i cnt get it out of my mind...i kept on imagining myself holding that classy black umbrella...menyesal giler...and so i now had decided to go back to the shop again and get MY BLACK UMBRELLA...ITS MINE!!! hahaha...

okey, enough story for now...its still raining outside...time to sleep...zZzZzZz...nite2...
to all my friends here, take care...
block 4 is getting cramp & crampier...
give no reason for the rains to make us skip the classes...
good luck everyone :D

trust me, u'll get this wet...
everytime you encounter the rain...
everyday to class...
every clothes and shoes...
but hey monsoon season!
u are still welcome here :D
layan perasaan okey
sayu+syahdu lebih

quote of the day:
Let a SMILE be your umbrella,
or you'll end up with a face full of rain
smile always :)

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