im back (^_^)

hisashiburi, ne? (long time no see, right?)

warming up

im gonna start babbling about wutever i feel like expressing out...

for the moment, lets start this blogging thing with somethings bout myself...

the name is alia

i prefer to tell evry1 tht im frm penang

though we never did live there

but its still my sweet2 hometown

and i ws born there

on 14th dec 1988

at 4.25pm (heh, i got tht right)

current place: manipal, india

...to be myself is the hardest..

i consider my life to be out of ordinary

whenever i try to make things right or even make sense

there'll be some freakin fates coming over

to make it upside-down again

...all i can say...

life is full of drama (no escapees)

...i don't understand my own thoughts...

they were sometimes suicidal,sometimes motivating

i get confused easily, i get focused easily

partially angelic, and partially corrupted

i've done some deeds, but i'll end up doing some sins

it wasn't really a psychotic split personality

its just the way of being the better me

where positives + negatives

are trying to compromise each other

...all i can say...

nobody's perfect

wuts make them different is

wut they've done to make themselves better than before

i appreciate & regret life occasionally

had been the best i could ever be,

had been the worst i could ever be

i'm proud and ashamed of myself at the same time

but i jst knw, there's a reason why God let me be in this life

coz nobody else would have had the guts to endure it

only me...and so i gotta take it no matter wut

...but all i can say...

stop whining no matter wut

challanges are wut make life interesting

overcoming them is wut makes life meaningful

all in all

...IM JUST ME...

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