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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

exam corner 3

- again IT comes -
its been a while...i left this blog for more than a month already...huhu...
anyway, now block 4 had come to an end...we're in the middle of exams...again...huh...
and not forget to mentioned, the upcoming University EXAMS!!!! huhu...
lots to study...so so much...my head is getting so stressed out!!! i really2 need a break
(which will never happen for the time being)
can't wait to go home again...
raye~~~ balik kampung~~~
wuuwuuwuwu

anyway, nothing much to say here...just writing a few lines...mama already asked me why didn't i update my blog...busy la mummy...xde mase... (^_*)V

quote of the day:
*exam mode*


Monday, June 8, 2009

Personality 1

tonight, during a short break while studying neuroanatomy, i did some so-called love tests on www.askmarsvenus.com :) and so out of all, i'd like to share this one result which i thought kinda interesting...quite true...

what movie character resembles you?

“Rose DeWitt Bukater” As portrayed by Kate Winslet in Titanic

Rose DeWitt BukaterRose DeWitt Bukater seems to have it all – first class travel, engagement to a wealthy man, servants, clothes, status. But this young woman is in a bad place mentally. She is betrothed to a man she doesn’t love. She feels controlled by him and by her mother. She is a victim of her time, and struggles to get out of the constraints of her corsets and the demure demeanor expected of her.

Rose finds only a few people on the Titanic who don’t look down upon her enthusiasm for books and logic, art and adventure. Most consider her a silly, spoiled girl who doesn’t know her place. But, chances are, people are more frightened of Rose’s bravery and bluntness than they care to admit, so they all try to keep her reigned in.

However, once Rose meets poor artist Jack Dawson, it takes only a small effort to crack her habits of good breeding. Jack – simply by being Jack – shows Rose how to live and love with abandon. Rose had always known there was more to be had than proper tea parties with vapid conversation. She had the nerve to speak her mind, most of the time, but she hadn’t had the nerve to completely be herself. Until Jack.

Rose and Jack seriously skip through the Five Stages of Dating – the accelerated relationship between them essentially constitutes a fairy tale. While this behavior isn’t recommended, there are some very real messages to be taken from this movie. Many women spend years looking for their “Jack,” that one man who will encourage, support, and enable them to find out what they’re really made of. But Jack doesn’t make Rose who she is – rather, he is the one person who loves her for exactly who she already is, which means freedom to her. It’s often a surprise when you find yourself attracted to someone “different” and wholly unexpected. But the person you think you’re meant to be with and the person who ultimately gels with you might not fit the picture you drew for yourself. And that’s OK.

Although things end tragically for the couple Rose moves on and swallows life whole. She doesn’t allow a man or responsibilities or propriety stand in her way. She doesn’t linger over a relationship and what-ifs. She, you could say, is strong enough and determined enough to fill her Love Tanks many times over, no matter who or what stands in her way.

quote of the day:

sometimes what you want is not what you need

but these words mean nothing if you don't even know the difference

sweet ♥ sugus

(^_*)


Sunday, June 7, 2009

love mode


B e a u t y & T h e B e a s t

i'm watching beauty & the beast right now...still ongoing but i paused a while to let myself express out my thoughts right now...this is the disney 1991 beauty & the beast...i've always had a thing with all this fairytales since i was a kid...and continued being a novel freak during my teenage time...and now still loving all these romance stories...lovey lovey thing makes me happy and floats right away~ haha...okey, bck to the story...somehow today i felt like watching some classic movies which i've watched long2 time ago...but you knw, being a kid, not every words or the whole plot would be understood...i only remember certain things and of course only look at the princess and imagining it was me and he prince would be someone else...haha...so cute...but now its time for a deeper understanding about the story...(cewah, saje je...bosan actually...xde keje...mlm sbtu mls pulak nk study lebih ;p)

and as i watch right now, i realize sumthing rather disturbing...
there's 2 guys in the story fighting for belle...one is the beast, and another one is guston...both are equally mean...and really insensitive...but among the two of them, i prefer the beast...tersentuh hati okay dgn beast...he's a loner...a very powerful fierce monstrous creature but at least he has some inner side that makes him sweet....guston on the other had is such an annoying guy...he talks too much, and overproud of himself, selfconcious, and that made him looks so stupid...
and shockingly...i love the beast...
i'd rather choose him...a beast that can be tamed...how cute..
omg, i'm actually belle~!!!
hahaha
:p :p :p
...told you i have a thing with such tales...
~suke berangan~
xoxo

okey, tht's all i think...
wanna go bck watching the movie
wonder when will my very own beast will come
can't wait for the challenge
"there might be something there that wasn't there before"
-beauty and the beast-
(^_*)
sweet ♥ sugus

quote of the day:
"For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it.
For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it.
For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it."

Saturday, June 6, 2009

rain...rain...rain...

~its raining...uuu baby its raining~

the monsoon season had already come to manipal...it rains all day...even now...i bet everyone is getting lazy and lazier...its cold outside, even inside the room...now only we realize that manipal is really situated uphill and rather on the higher land compared to udupi or others...its true, the buses and autos which passes through manipal had to drive up the road...no wonder there's at once where we all suddenly found strawberries sold everywhere even in the small shops outside the hostel...and somehow the dry+hot season was like hell...extra hot for the hills...sweat2~ but now, chill2~ the process of getting out of bed everyday had become a challenge...the cool air breeze, the soothing rain sounds, the warm fluffy blanket, my sweet2 pillows...ZzZzZzZz~~~ for a note, now i wake up 30mins later than usual...plus snoozing up the phone more...hehehe...

talking more about raining season...umbrella is a must-have, raincoat is optional if u want to save more of your shirts and pants from becoming wet...here in india the umbrellas are harder and stronger compared to malaysian umbrellas...look at the rain of course...hujan kt msia manje2 gitu, hujan kt manipal mengganas habis...huhu...although the umbrella is said to be stronger, but it can only protect your head from becoming wet...hahaha...this is so so true...the rain could be such a disaster that it'll soak you up from top to bottom with the max amount of water as much as possible that could be squeezed out from the clouds...

and what's interesting here is that the umbrellas had become a trend...whose one is the best design of all gets the most compliment...
in malaysia, among the girls
"wah, cantiknye kasut ni...matching dgn baju...beli kt mana?midvalley?"
in manipal, among the girls
"wah, cantiknye payung ni...matching dgn baju...beli kt mana?udupi?"
and the proud smile is just the same :) equally...

i have a pink flowerish one, but i'm thinking of buying a bigger umbrella...i found the perfect one already during the shopping time in udupi last 2 weeks...but that time i had bought the pink one before i fell in love once again with this black with white lovey lovey spots...thought it'll be a waste so i just bought myself a black raincoat at the shop...but haha, talking bout temptations...i cnt get it out of my mind...i kept on imagining myself holding that classy black umbrella...menyesal giler...and so i now had decided to go back to the shop again and get MY BLACK UMBRELLA...ITS MINE!!! hahaha...

okey, enough story for now...its still raining outside...time to sleep...zZzZzZz...nite2...
to all my friends here, take care...
block 4 is getting cramp & crampier...
give no reason for the rains to make us skip the classes...
good luck everyone :D



trust me, u'll get this wet...
everytime you encounter the rain...
everyday to class...
every clothes and shoes...
but hey monsoon season!
u are still welcome here :D
layan perasaan okey
sayu+syahdu lebih
hahaha
!gedix!
xoxo

quote of the day:
Let a SMILE be your umbrella,
or you'll end up with a face full of rain
smile always :)


Monday, May 18, 2009

dan dia itu...

dia itu
lahirnya sebagai salah seorang hamba ilahi
menyertai rombongan khalifah di muka bumi
sucinya diri tatkala menerjah keluar ke dunia
tatkala tangisan diberi
ibu balas dengan penuh sayang
merdu suara mendodoi penuh kelembutan
bersengkang mata menemani tidur
memberi suapan dan susuan
tatkala tangisan diberi
ayah balas dengan penuh kasih
merdu suara melaungkan azan
berhempas pulas masa dan tenaga
mencari rezeri memberi makan

doa dititip dengan harapan tinggi
wahai anak yg dicintai
membesarlah dikau bak mawar berduri
kuberi ilmu agama sunni
belajarlah kamu mencapai pelangi
banggakan ayah ibumu ini
jalani hidupmu bak sang puteri
moga di akhirat kau tampil bagai bidadari

hujani dirimu dgn amal ibadah
lengkapi dirimu akhlak mahmudah
litupi dirimu dengan hijab purdah
kami warnakan dirimu dengan pelbagai sifat
kami bekalkan kamu dengan pelbagai ilmu
kami hiasi permulaanmu dengan pelbagai amalan
buat bekalan perjalananmu yang penuh dugaan

ingatlah wahai anak,
tiap jalan yang kau tempuh kemudian adalah pilihanmu
tiap langkah yang kau langkau adalah tanggungjawabmu
fikirlah dengan akalmu yang lurus
pilihkan dengan hatimu yang tulus
kembali pada tuhan andai kau temui kebuntuan
kembali pada ilmu al-quran andai kau hadapi kegusaran
kembali pada sunnah andai kau punya kekeliruan
moga kau sentiasa berada dalam jalan yg benar

namun dia itu
membesar sebagai salah seorang generasi kini
terperosok dalam alam muda mudi
terlonggok dalam lingkungan dunia ini
terdampar dalam tarikan budaya
terlemas dalam ombak bahaya

ibu ayah kini jauh dari diri
tiada lagi tangan yg memberi panduan
tiada lagi suara yg memberi arahan
kasihan ayah ibu, andai mereka mengetahui
puteri ini bukan lagi puteri
bidadari ini xmungkin lagi bidadari
entah berapa kali dirinya tersalah pilih
entah berapa kali dirinya tersasar arah
entah berapa kali dirinya tersilap langkah

tapi tak siapa yg tahu
betapa terumbang-ambing diri ini
betapa jauh hanyut dari tebing
betapa lemah untuk melawan arah
betapa diri ini pasrah dan berserah

dan dia itu
dewasa sebagai seorang wanita sepi
dalam diri kosong dan sunyi
makin hilang dalam lombong duniawi
makin tenggelam pegangan diri
makin tipis kekuatan hati
dirinya masih lagi terkapai-kapai
lupa tujuan utama ke dunia ini
erti khalifah pun xsepenuhnya dihayati
kejayaan dunia yang dia kejarkan
kajayaan akhirat selalu dia abaikan

namun dia ingin kembali
ada juga keinginan memperbaiki diri
menebus maruah yang makin tercalar
menarik langkah yang sudah tersasar
ingin kembali disayangi yang Maha Pencipta
ingin kembali dilindungi yang Maha Berkuasa
ingin kembali dirahmati yang Maha Esa
ingin penuhi diri dengan ilmu amalan
ingin lengkapi jiwa dengan penuh keinsafan
ingin terangkan hati dengan doa keampunan
ingin lapangkan minda dengan ketenangan

dan demi sebagai hamba allah yang Maha Pengasih
demi sebagai anak ayah ibu yang disayangi
demi sebagai penganut agama islam yang murni
demi sebagai umat muhammad yang diberkati
akan dia kembali ke jalan awal
jalan sebagai seorang muslimah sejati
jalan sebagai seorang solehah suci
yang akan melalui dunia sebagai puteri
yang kembali menghiasi syurga sebagai bidadari

~insyallah~
quote of the day:



Thursday, May 14, 2009

a flow of thoughts 4


...life goes on...
it's not over yet...i still have biochem viva test tomorrow
although i screwed up today's biochem papers
(i'm extremely down coz of this)
but i can't afford to care too much
there's other thing that still matters
and now i'm gonna open up the books again
and start S.T.U.D.Y.I.N.G
as if nothing had happen before
T_T
wish me luck

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

power of the BRAIN

nothing is impossible
if you dare to try
sounds familiar? people always say this words, to motivate others or even themselves...its a really powerful saying...but somehow, to what extent does it applies...it depends really...on how much we would put our efforts and waste our energy, or how much time we would spend, or how much money we would give away, just to achieve our goals...and how strong we are to endure several failures that might occur along the way...it takes a lot of guts to make a difference...
today i had 2 papers of anatomy...one is for essay, and another one is for true/false questions...as i finished answering the papers...well, both went on just fine...not very2 well, but better than before (at least)...however, it bothers me that how come i always have problems in memorising all the facts, especially anatomy...memorising here means not only for being able to repeat out the words again and again, but also to be accurate and spontaneously...i wish all were in my head...but thinking back, its not impossible at all...if not, there won't be any lecturers around...they're all like walking gray's or chaurasia...EVERYTHING IS REALLY ALREADY ON THEIR FINGER TIPS...i wish i have their brains...
but wait a minute, why would i wish having their brain instead of my own...i love myself, having a wonderful life and people around me...i never regret growing up like this, and being me...i have my own brain too...the same uncountable billions of neurons...the same amount of lobes (right & left)...the actual capacity of the average human brain is unknown...it's commonly believed that the average person only uses 10% of their actual brain power, but it's fairly certain that anyone can improve their brain power if they choose...memory in particular can be greatly improved...
so what am i frowning about??? one thing we have to remember is not to think about how they have successfully mastered anatomy, but somehow think back on how and what they had been through before to get in this position...i bet they went through hell already...seriously, only the dare-to-die-drying-out-dreadfully dudes will survive and achieve the goals...its really impossible (for normal people), but can be done...
as i browse around the net, i found this articles...hope its useful to all :)
...Here are 10 tips to maximize your brain power...
Keep Learning
It's best to think of the brain like any other muscle. If you don't use it, it becomes weak. For this reason, you should always be learning new things. Whether you learn from reading the newspaper every day or by visiting new museums, the important thing is that your brain is always working to store new information.
Exercise Regularly
Physical exercise plays a significant role in your mental health. It increases the formation of new brain cells, and strengthens the portions of the brain responsible for memory and learning. In short, a fit body is a fit mind.
Interact with Others
Regular social interaction with others can help you keep your brain sharp. In addition to learning new things from other people, just the simple act of dealing with people can keep your brain functioning at a high level. Interacting with others is the same as exercising your brain.
Challenge Your Mind
Experts recommend challenging your mind regularly with puzzles, brain teasers, music, arts and crafts, mathematics, and other stimulating activities. Brain fitness exercises work out your brain, and keep you in top mental health.
Sleep Well
Getting plenty of rest is necessary for both physical and mental health. Your brain simply cannot function properly if you're always running around on 2 hours of sleep. Rest up so that your brain can stay its sharpest.
Reduce Stress
Stress management is crucial to helping you sharpen your mind. If you let your stress run your life, your mind will become weak and overloaded with the stress. Reduce stress as much as possible to sharpen your mind.
Eat Properly
A proper diet does more than help you maintain a nice figure; it also keeps your brain functioning properly. A healthy diet gives your brain the fuel needed to run properly.
Do Something New
If you get stuck following the same routine every day, your brain won't ever be challenged. Do something different for a change. Maybe you can take a different route to work. Or, you could do something minor like change the music you listen to. Just do something to switch things up, and your brain will remain fit.
Sharpen Senses
This is an interesting workout for your brain. Try to sharpen your senses by removing one of them from an activity. For instance, try to eat with your eyes closed. Or, try to brush your teeth with the opposite hand. Little things like this will make you concentrate, sharpening your brain.
Take Supplements
Brain support supplements can help your brain stay in its peak condition. Products like constant focus give your brain the nutrients it needs to remain strong. They also help ward off forgetfulness and other mental conditions.
quote of the day:
where there is a will, there is always a way