Maher Zain - Baraka Allahu Lakuma ♥

kawen nanti nk pasang lagu ni

aaawwwww ♥

~barakallah~

a productive sunday :)

woke up early today...but since the cold weather outside turned this room into a perfect place for hibernation, i chose to snuggle inside the warmth of my purple silk comforter instead...*heaven*
actually, i was planning to fast today ganti puase again but didnt make it due to several reasons...

• first, i dah puase smlm...
• second, buka puase smlm i mkn maggi je sbb xteringin ape2, i mengidam sayur hijau but india ni amatlah kekurangan sayur berwarna hijau...
• third, tht was the last time i ate, sebungkus maggi...
• fourth, smlm disebabkan bende yg same i nearly had gastritis, only tht the day before i had a complete meal of rice and all, but i had them earlier, at 5pm after class, so mungkin arini kalau puase jugak bakal menjadi lebih teruk...
• fifth, cik abang dah marah sbb nk puase dgn keadaan sebegini...
• sixth, beliau berkompromi nak berpuase same2 dgn i esok...haha...puase dari jauh :) 

maka dgn itu OK lah...
oleh itu, i telah merajinkan diri memasak nasi lemak utk diri sendiri dan rakan2 serumah tersayang...nasi lemak campak...haha...kerana semuanya disiapkan dlm masa 30 mins je...oleh cik alia sorg...mmg version fast and furious...hohoho...siaplah nasi lemak, sambal ayam, ikan bilis and telur...complete...nyum2...

hari ini jugak telah habis 3 round mencuci kain...hohoho...dnt blame me, blame the weather please...kain susah nk kering betul2...menyebabkan cik alia biarkan saje timbunan baju2 dlm laundry bag...tapi.secara kemas la, at least tidak bertaburan kan...haha...and hari ni kan hari rajin, hujan2 pun tetap nak basuh...maka kain ended up dijemur di living room under putaran kipas tertinggi (hahaha, bunyi mcm pelik)
petang pulak menghabiskan masa menstudykan diri...haha...ye, istilah menstudykan diri terpakse digunakan sbb jarang diri berkeinginan utk study...hanya masa2 tertentu seperti sekarang yg berasa takut utk menghadapi exm khamis ni, terus membawa ke arah buku dgn serta merta...nk sediakan payung la ni...kalau boleh biar sediakan skali dgn raincoat, kasut kalis air, beg kalis air, buku pun kalis air (dah dibalut dgn plastik), maka barulah boleh mendapat A...hehehe...

quote of the day:
knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens

Emily Browning - Sweet Dreams ♥

!!SALUTE!!

this chick rocks to the max!

kalau semua org lupe, mai nk bgtau...dier ni la yg jd lead actress in suckerpunch...yes yes, the cute blondie with dua tocang...fyi, she's the same age as me...23...mude lagi pelakon dan model, and now boleh nyanyi lg...disebabkan minah ni org aussie so xbrape kenal sgt, tgk suckerpunch bru tau...haha...btw, suara dier best la jugak...

I LOVE THIS SONG

awal2 tgk filem tu terus tertny2 "ni lagu ape ye? mcm best"

dan terus la ia menjadi berhantu2 utk beberapa hari...best jugak layan time emo2, di kala hujan renyai2 di luar mcm skrg...rasa mcm nak ke hulu ke hilir dalam rumah sambil jalan slow motion dgn muke zombie...hohoho...sungguh...

this would be my new zombie song people!

p/s: i love her skin...perfecto~ huhu

dreaming

angan-angan itu sungguh indah bukan

sayangnya ia bukan realiti

*sigh*

really wish it'd be

sudah2lah, xpayah nk mimpi2 lagi

buang mase je, xkan jadi pun

pegi celik2 kembali kt alam nyata

you're needed there

It's true

there're times when you feel extremely lonely

where no other presence matter

the only one that u missed the most is

ALLAH S.W.T

Astaghfirullahalazim 

ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku Ya Allah,

andai kejahilanku menjauhkan hatiku dariMu,

sungguh Ya Allah

hati terasa sunyi, sedih, sayu

diri bagaikan sendirian

hanya padaMu kusembah, dan padaMu kuminta pertolongan

berilah aku cahaya hidayahMu Ya Tuhan

kembalikanlah aku pada jalanMu Ya Tuhan

dekatkanlah diriku padaMu

kuatkanlah hatiku

amin

life is zero

kebelakangan ini

hidup betul2 terasa kosong

dunia berlalu mengikut lumrah

masa berjalan mcm biasa

nothing had changed

semua sama saja

pagi ptg malam

rutin harian, mingguan, bulanan

i have everything i need

but why am i still feeling at lost

i have everyone i need

but why am i still feeling lonely

maybe i should stop figuring out the reasons

i should stop whining about all this

keep it inside, be silent

and just live life, as what it is

life's always pathetically miserable, deal with it!

bosan la dok membebel bende2 same je...

ingat org kisah ke...diam sudah...

*emo balik*

this is how i feel...pening...dan penat kan...

depression is hitting me again

*sigh*

kemas brg :)

insyaallah

5 more weeks to go!

hehe, guna gmbr kotak2 coklet ni sbb nk tunjuk la dok tgh menyumbat kemas2 brg...

i can't wait to go back!!! ♥

Juanes : A Dios Le Pido (I Ask God) ♥

Me encanta la música latina

permite la rumba y la salsa

hehehe ♥

That my eyes wake up every day with the light of your look, I ask to God
That my mother will not die and that my dad remembers me, I ask to God
That you stay by my side and that you never leave from my life, I ask to God
That my soul never rests when it is about loving you my dear, I ask to God
For all the days that remain and the nights that haven't arrived, I ask to God
For the children of my children and the children of your children, I ask to God
That my country doesn't spill so much blood and my people will rise, I ask to God
That my soul never rests when it is about loving you my love, I ask to God
One more second of life to give you and to stay forever by your side
One more second of life to give you and my entire heart to give you
One more second of life, I ask to God
And that if I die will be because of love and that if I fall in love it will be with you
And that your voice will be this heart, everyday I ask to God
And that if I die will be of this love and that if I fall in love well be with you
And that your voice will be this heart everyday, I ask to God, I ask to God

*ahahahaha, agk serabut translation ni kn...i guess bahasa dorg mmg tunggang terbalik so jenuh org dok tafsir amende dier maksudkan...ade la tu msg2 dorg...huuu~...wutever it is, music dier best ;) adios~
*gelek2 salsa*

solatlah

i was youtube-ing randomly just now, but god's will, i encountered this inspiring clip about how important to pray...before it's too late...before it's the end of ur time...

innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun

ikhtibar for today

janganlah kita lengah-lengahkan sembahyang

kerana ajal itu tidak lebih dan tidak kurang sesaat pun dari ketentuan Allah

i need some good laugh...pronto!

-with these, you can see that OBG mode remains-

Lets LOL!

alone again

still

i'm feeling lonely

in the middle of millions

:(

alone

i'm so sad right now

and i got no one to talk to

:(

Christina Perri : Jar Of Hearts ♥

I know I can't take one more step towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?

You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive 

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

ENCIK MOHD FAHMI RADZUAN

7/7/2011

HAPPY 1 YEAR SAYANG

i love u so much

♥

miss u

dear love

i miss u all the time

even now

OBG posting!

-if only baby is delivered easily like this-

currently i'm still in Obstetric & Gynaecology (OBG) posting...setiap hari pegi hosp belajar pasal wanita dan ibu2, dan semua proses yg berkenaan termasuklah pregnancy and labour...so far i've witnessed caesarean section, normal vaginal delivery, tubectomy...walaupun penat kaki berdiri, but xkisah lah...pengalaman yg dpt sgt bermakna...like today, we had to stand up for total of 4 hours in the operation theatre as well as labour theatre...plus with 3 classes today with an hour of each...tambah lagi i puase arini (bru kalut nk puase ganti kan...hohoh) penat sgt!!! 


dah tu bukan je dok relax berdiri, ingat main sesuka hati tgk ke...smbil2 tu dok kene tanya soalan2 dpd dokter2...berdebar je...right now, bile da smpai umah, i'm mentally and physically exhausted...but what to do, nk kene baca cket2 lagi...sbb esok masih ader class, with the same routine, classes and posting...and ikut nasib la ader case ape for the day kan...apepun, i really respect OBG doctors...they have a wide scope of jobs to do...mula dgn merawat wanita2 dari umur start period smpai tua lepas menopause...then ader pulak part family planning, infertility treatment, contraception...consultation and creating awareness...pastu ader pulak nk kene monitor mother's and baby's progress...nk kene check ubat2 sesuai ke x utk pregnant women, nk kene bg pill2 and vitamins yg sepatutnye, nk kene buat ultrasound check keadaan baby pulak...nk kene control ape2 penyakit ibu2 mengandung, semua bende xboleh pandang ringan...silap sikit je, 2 nyawa yg terlibat...and then nk kene predict keadaan ibu and baby time nk beranak nanti...nk kene tolong sambut baby...buat operations jugak : caesarean section, ikat fallopian tube utk yg nk control pregnancy...ape2 jenis tumour/ketumbuhan dorg jugak la nk detect...mainly covers it all...consultation, treatment, prevention, and surgery...nice~ tidak dilupakan jugak byk sungguh bende nk kene bace and hafal utk OBG!!! nehiiiiii!!!

p/s: vaginal delivery is seriously traumatic...bukan nk mentakutkan semua org...but it's really scary...especially from the eyes of an amature medical student like me...melihat setiap detik itu sungguh mendebarkan...i wonder how it actually feels...haha...nanti2 beberape tahun lagi ye...wooooooo~ xnakkkk...cuak darah kuar byk giler!!!~ like massive menses...dgn maknye dok jerit2 mintak tolong sbb sakit sgt...kesian...xdpt nk tolong byk sgt...it depends on her...yg scary sbb bile sakit tu yg kene push...haih, bile xsakit kene relax...apepun, i salute all mothers in the world for having such strong will to push out the babies from their womb, after 9 months of sufferings difficulty...huhu...but trust me, once the baby's head is out, walaupun separuh lagi belum kuar, bile dier bukak mata and mula bernafas, it's a total miracle...a cute little innocent being is out from the belly to see the world from the first time...terharu ok... :) terus ibunya nampak kelegaan...nk kuarkan placenta pun dah kurang jeritnya, and bile kene jahit pun mmg nampak la dorg sedaya upaya tahan...i bet in their minds are just towards the baby, nk jumpe and pegang baby cepat2...nk cakap2 dgn baby...awwwwww~ best sgt! nak jugakkkkk...haha...tetibe nk baby balik! tadi dok tkt2 sgt kan....lol

Star Parents

i was extremely bored and unable to make myself entering the lalaland...so i ended up in people.com magazine site...enjoying all the dramas within the news & pictures of the life's of celebrities...hehe...looking at these pictures made you realize that they're normal too, especially when it comes to family...and ur heart will go total awwwwwwed - overly adorable... ♥

Aren't they adorable?

♥

random

tiada benda dlm dunia ini adalah pasti

hanya Allah yg tahu

jangan bersedih, andai hatimu inginkan suatu yg tidak dapat

jangan bersedih, andai apa2 milikmu makin hilang dari pandangan

jangan bersedih, andai yg di kelilingmu penuh dgn kekosongan

hanya Allah yg tahu

mungkin itu adalah yg terbaik

mungkin juga kadang2 kamu memandang orang dan bukan dirimu sendiri

bersyukurlah dgn apa yg ada

mungkin itu yg selayak dirimu terima

be happy always, no matter what happens

you'd never know how many who wished they're in your shoe

transformers 3

arini kuar p mangalore bersama kwn2...watched transformers 3...unfortunately, it was my bad tht i dozed off few times during the movie...hohoho...kurang kick sikit bile dh smpai kt third movie ni...it was full of actions...god knows how much, and it was fun...but having too much transformers action sometimes can be bad...naik bosan...jalan cerita yg simple tapi xbrape elaborated...nampak sgt just nk buat sequel...i pulak jenis yg pentingkan storyline...sorry la, tertido hampir 40% while watching the movie...haha...apparently not just me, most of my friends complained the same thing...haihhh, xpelah, nanti bebile rajin buat movie marathon sendiri...i bet watching the movie from the first one would be more interesting rather than watching it alone...

and yes, another reason why it has lost its touch is because i think Shia LaBeouf is wayyyyy wayyyyyyy better with megan fox...hohoho...nasib la kan sape suh cari gaduh dgn director kan...if she's still there, boleh la mencuci mata (pompuan pun same naik drool dgn kesexyan beliau kot...hahaha...) last2 kene ganti dgn awek bru ni...yg err, comel jugak tapi xleh lwn musang itu walaupun dier model victoria secret...huhu...she's trying hard to look sexy, while megan is naturally sexy in personality i guess...

saje nk banding2...lol
the rosie and the megan
the blonde vs the brunette

 

bollywood style~

i just came back from our college supremo ball with the theme of bollywood...nice right...each and every person came with their own bollywood attire...culture shock weyh...all the sarees, salwar, lehenga/ghagra...cantik sgt...and the event was a blast...never thought this event rocks big time...everyone had a great great time! :) sadly this would be my first and last time to attend it...didnt had the chance to go last few years (which u people in mmmc knws why, ader org dok distribute sms suruh jgn pegi bla bla blahhh) anyway, it was nice to see everyone having so much fun...tidak keterlaluan kalau nk ckp skrg dh rase syg nk tinggal manipal...i'm looking forward to go back, but the thought of leaving this place with vast memories of 3 years here would still be a difficult one...i wish manipal would be better in the future, selamat dan lebih canggih...mane tahu lebih byk kedai2 mkn sedap2 nk bukak, even better if there would be a mall with a cinema...pls pls pls make it happen...haha...padahal bukannye nk duduk cni dh kan...haha...

let's get to know indian clothing!

saree

salwar

lehenga/ghagra

kurta

dhoti

lagu berhantu :D NE!!! Asfan - Terhenti Di Sini

♥ ♥ ♥

Sedangku membaca wajahmu
Senyumanmu menggambarkan sesuatu
Jika kau fahami isi hatiku
Ku tak ingin waktu henti tanpamu

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini

Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Andai kau dapat memahami
Bahawa ku menangung semua ini
Bukan niatku ingin kau pergi
kerna ku masih terhenti di sini

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini
Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba, di waktu ku masih punyai cinta
Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba, di waktu ku masih punyai cinta

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini
Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba, di waktu ku masih punyai cinta
Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba, di waktu ku masih punyai cinta

drama oh drama

-NORA ELENA-

minggu ni a.k.a malam rabu aritu to be exact, after habis paediatric end posting exam, bru la i ader mase nk tgk nora elena...selama ni dok tgk org post2 psl citer ni...i felt kinda jealous sbb xdpt nk join demam NE beramai2...haha...so strt la tgk rabu lepas, tgk2 menjadi addicted bagaikan membaca novel (owh, i mmg hantu novel cinta...guling2 version okeyh) disebabkan terlalu taksub dgn citer tu, i dgn relanye terpakse skip morning class sbb nk tido...haha...slept at 6.30am tau x...punye nk tgk citer ni marathon...lepas satu terus smbung lagi...smgt...

comment cik alia about this drama : 

*jerit gedik2 smbil kuar kepak terbang2 and mata ader love2*

owh, da lame sgt xkene penangan kisah cinta melayu version "citer tipu2 yg sungguh menguji jiwa raga sehingga terbit segala kehepian dan kemurkaan atau kesayuan serta kekecutan hati" a.k.a novel...hohoho...benar...sudah lame xtgk citer smpai terjadi adegan malu2 kucing sehinggakan masuk dalam bantal seketika gara2 mengelakkan dpd terkantoi senyum sorg2...hohoho...kisah benar ini...

tgk dpd comment2 org, ramai yg dok gilakan seth tan tu...for now, including me...lol...demam setan...wohoooo...mengapa? meh nk bg 5 sebab dgn pantas dan random...haha...extreme...

1) beliau seorg yg kacak...huuuuu..dgn pandangan mata mcm elvis ala2 mata sayu membuatkan dia sungguh comel dan innocent...alalahai~

2) mempunyai body yg mildly tegap bagaikan bodyguard/bouncer...woohooo...nampak mcm kuat, siap boleh dukung2 bini...lol...kalau jln sebelah pun terase selamat je...yg penting, sedap dipeluk~ mcm teddy2...hahaha...

3) dier menjadi lovey dovey dgn elena sorg saje...owh, lelaki yg jual mahal dkt pompuan sgt tempting tau x...an exclusive guy...(seth ni, walaupun dier dok berkepit2 dgn yvonne, but xlayan2 sgt...mcm tu pun, though i dont like it, jadi la kan...ye ke? haha, citer je kot...nk buat drama...) maka kesimpulannya, lelaki yg kejar ko sorg tu la yg terbaik utk kamu wahai wanita2...try check tgk kot2 dier dok kejar few babes, skali ko yg suke so dier pilih ko...huuuuuu~ sadis~ ade ke mcm tu? siot je...haha...xdelah, kalau seorang lelaki itu seikhlas hati menyayangi dirimu wahai wanita, sungguh dia xkn pandang perempuan lain...buat ape pun fikir selalu...bertuah kan kalau dpt lelaki mcm ni...

4) he remembered what she loves...fresh flowers...and bought tht just to cheer her up...sweet sgt bukan...siap tolong masak...tolong jaga time sakit...dok risau penat pegi balik keje...mmg kene layan mcm tuan puteri...best sgt kot...being treated like a princess, by a prince...sometimes it's not really how much the things cost, but the fact tht he's trying his best tht counts so much...cair hati~ nk nangis terharu~

5) he tried his best to be a better man...a better muslim...cuba utk menjadi yg terbaik buat elena...ader org mempertikaikan psl citer ni, laki tu perogol and xsmyg and pernah minum arak semua, kecik2 dok kwn dgn budak2 jahat...bad guy habis...but still, pengajaran citer ni nk tunjuk la bahawa the present him is more important...mmg la ni sekadar cerita je, but sungguh sejuk hati kalau dpt lelaki yg makin soleh dan berilmu...dan bukannya yg makin terpesong dan tersesat..."everyone deserves second chance" sgt betul...

akan tetapi...byk juga part cerita ni yg tidak logik...hahaha...nk komen and komplen sat...

1) beliau adalah bekas perogol...anyway, pertama skali aku mmg anti dgn laki yg xtau nk hormat pompuan...zina and rogol dh tentu dosa, tu segi agama...but morally, raping a woman tu sgt extreme la...lelaki seharusnya mengorat2 la dulu, at least ayat2 la sikit, lovey dovey dulu, biar berlaku secara suka rela...kalau nk paksa2 ni, even tgh umur budak kecik skolah2 nk rape org mmg bukan alasan la...bukannye raba2, terus rape kot...teruk sgt la tu...kalau dpd kecik xreti nk tau jaga maruah pompuan...bile dh tua ape lagi kan...tipu giler la kalau nk turn up jadi soleh sweet mcm seth...i bet dpd kecik da gile rogol org, smpai ke tua nak cuba lagi bukan...kalau minah tu da pindah pi kampung lain, for sure ader pompuan lain akan jadi mangsa lepas tu...look around people...and u'll knw that this is true...btw, bab sejahat2 si amir yg last2 jadi inspector tu maybe betul...and tht's inspiring...but bab seth perogol ni, agak tidak logik di situ...

2) sebab kewangan pun ader...sungguh melebih2 watak lelaki ni...sememangnya xde wujud dlm dunia ni la...kene kerugian 2 juta pun relek je...hahaha, tipu giler...patut da menggelabah dh...risau2 cemane cope with that...yela, walaupun sbb nk selamatkan org lain...tapi xde la smpai xkisah kene rugi mcm tu skali kan...tapi mungkin jugak dlm percentage duit dier, 2 juta tu bagaikan 2% je...maka logiklah tidak runsing jika kehilangan sebanyak itu...then kononnye mamat single kacak mcm ni masih xde calon2 di keliling...single habis...mestilah ramai yg dok nk ngorat...ni balik2 muke yvonne je...bosan kot...ader company pun dok spend time dgn collegues je main bowling, mcm xde kawan lain...mane pegi ntah kawan cina yg dok ber"party" dulu skali dgn yvonne2...hilang dh...

3) si kaye mcm ni nk bertunang pun ajak driver je pegi jadi wakil...see, told u dia xde relative/kawan lain...arwah mak dier tu bukan melayu ke...mane hilang makcik pakcik sedara mara...mmg da lame sgt kot xbergaul dgn org melayu...duit hantaran boleh bg smpai rm50000 tapi kawen kt kampung secara koboi pun xpe xkisah...tipu tipu tipu!! haha...patutnye dier pun dok kalut nk buat wedding grand pulak...ajak kwn2 dier, business partner ke...paling kurang ajak kawan2 tu pegi wedding belah pompuan...ni ader less than 10 je yg pegi...mmg la ader buat party kt umah, but tu da lepas 6 bulan kot...lame sgt...xlogik la...cine bukan lagi meriah ke bab2 kawen ni...kot sbb kawen pakse kot, tht's why...haha

4) tipu sgtttttt jugakkkkk kalau dier cinta elena dpd kecik smpai tua ni...xdpt nk kwn dgn org lain sbb dok cari elena...firstly, he's a freak...sbb ade bilik "khas" hanya utk melampiaskan "kerinduan" terhadap elena...agak scary bile dgr bilik tu xde sape boleh masuk...sbb rupe2nye dlm bilik tu ader gmbr elena termasuk rantai elena yg pernah tercabut selepas die merogol elena dulu2...eeeeewwww, scary x? bila tgk keadaan dia time kt dlm bilik tu, i mean, kejap2 nk masuk bilik tu, dah kahwin pun nak jugak masuk bilik tu...medically, and psychologically...i'd say tht you're a major problem dude...nasib baik hang xpulak melenting kegilaan bila terkantoi dgn elena kan...kot2 la bile dh malu sgt pegi amok and hurt anyone who knows the secret...hohoho....terus tukar jadi drama seram...terus seth tan menjadi mimpi ngeri gadis2 di luar sane, xjadi nk angau...perogol + pembunuh bersiri...freaky weyyy...

5) tipu kalau ckp dier kejar elena sbb tahu elena la gadis yg dicintai...tipu tipu tipu...hanya sbb terlanggar kt cafe, bru dier nampak rupe2nye minah yg dier penah rogol dulu, bertukar dpd makcikminah kampung yg serabai pakai tudung berbaju kurung pakai spek nek beskal xde mekap, mungkin jugak hanya bau bedak johnson baby je,...berubah menjadi awek hot yg rmbut hitam panjang dan muka cantik sgt serta pakai baju sexy2, siap mekap lawa2, mungkin jugak berbau wangi dek semburan perfume sedap2...hahaha...logik x kalau i ckp dier dok kejar elena sbb tgk2 elena dah jadi culture shock sehingga berubah menjadi gadis bandar yg sgt lawa mencapai taste dier...woot wooooot~ haruslah timbul rasa bertanggungjawab utk dijadikan isteri kan...hahaha...so dier buat2 innocent nk hantar amik elena, siap send the fiancee' away for few times sbb nk curi mase spend time dgn elena...elele, ingat org xnampak ke...bile balik kampung nk hantar elena, nk amik ati mak bapak elena...and then cepat2 offer diri nk gantikan tmpt tunang tu...nampak sgt kot...haha...go for it dude! kejar jgn xkejar! haha

ok, tu je nk membebel...now nk smbung tgk lagi citer tu...2nd round...like i said...suke tapi xsuke punye cerita...apepun, i pun dok terbang2 jugak tgk citer ni...haha...dlm dok kutuk ckp xlogik bagai kan...hohoho...i suke ok citer ni...novel adaptation...nice~

(btw, td da download dh lagu2 ost nora elena, siap copy lyrics okeyh...hahaha...layan sgt la lagu dier...sedih je...tiba...tiba...kini kau da berubah, apakah salahku~ lalala~)

haha, nakal sgt kan...comel je...angau sgt~ lalala~

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i came back for lunch today...as usual...drawed out some money from the atm machine...went to a grocery shop to top-up my phone, bought some mango lassi nyum2~ this would be my lunch for the day...heavy lunch isn't an option, i have to go back to the hosp for evening class...if i'm lucky, we'd be called to the operation theatre or labour theatre to observe any cases or delivery...owh, i'm in OBG department now...today's the second day...so much to learn, so much to see, but nothing much to do...everyone's busy...so observation is the best learning method for now...even the lecturers taught us by sitting in a group, either in the class at the hosp or even like just now, class was conducted in the changing room...haha...nice~ with everyone wearing the surgeon scrubs, comel sgt! haha...semua muka excited, first time dpt pakai scrub...lol...

anyway, right now...i tgh dok lipat baju, smbil dengar lagu...bertimbun2 baju xlipat lagi...with the monsoon season around, baju lambat sgt nk kering...tambah lagi kene posting and all, dont have much time to fold them...so now, terpakse gagahkan diri lipat baju (haha, mcm susah sgt je) actually today owner rumah nk dtg inspect the house...makcik tu garang...mcm emak2 kecoh with saree and sanggul...haha...like mothers...kene la layan elok2...xnk la increase her BP kan...xpasal2 dok stress...xnk cari pasal...jamu air nanti...rumah kemas, (baju pun tersimpan elok...xde la nampak bundles of clothes on my bed kan...lol) 

sedang melipat kain, tangan juga sempat lg browse2 internet, blog walking...and then i came across a blog of a young woman, with the same age of mine, a medical student also, was recently diagnosed with ovarian cancer, she wrote about her experience for chemotherapy...it was very inspiring, her strong will to fight the disease is just amazing...its true that in order to overcome cancer, survival chances depend alot on the patient's positive thinking, the determination that will bring him/her to attend all the tiring treatment, to face all the difficult days, to handle enormous mixed feelings...

i doakan beliau tabah dan sabar utk lalui hari2 yg akan dtg...kesusahan itu dtg dari Allah, kesenangan itu pun dtg dari Allah...semoga Allah permudahkan jalan perjuangan beliau utk melawan penyakit itu...muda lagi, cantik, bijak pandai...sungguh, hidup ini mcm2 benda boleh berlaku...bila2 masa sahaja impian dan kebahagiaan akan ditarik...ujian hidup itu akan dtg berkali2, dgn berbagai2 cara...mungkin ini cara Allah menduga beliau, semoga keadaan ini dpt meningkatkan lagi keimanan beliau...semoga dosa terhapus, pahala kerana bersabar itu bertambah berganda2 lagi...amin...

btw, tadi pagi belajar Palliative Medicine...about how to handle a cancer patient...starting from breaking the news, responding to emotional patient, confidentiality...mcm2...dlm hati, i terfikir...sejauh mane pun seorang tu belajar, but it must be way difficult to handle for real...hrp2 dpt la jadi doktor yg boleh membantu pesakit2 dia...bantu bukan saja dari segi dok prescribe ubat je (ubt pun kene la bagi yg betul kan...), hopefully i can help them physically and emotionally...give support and help as much as i can...hopefully i'll see each patient as human beings, hopefully dpt bantu dorg sama mcm bantu keluarga or kawan2 sendiri...yes people, sometimes bila dah terlalu "biasa" sgt dgn situation tu, seseorang mungkin jadi lupa diri...kesakitan dan kematian itu mungkin boleh jadi perkara biasa sampai xtimbul dalam hati apa perasaan pesakit ataupun keluarga mereka...we might treat them as "just people" instead of a person with feelings...nauzubillah...jauhkanlah diriku dari berperasaan sebegitu...

klah, nk smbung lipat kain...sekian...hehe...