back again

dah lama sgt tinggal blog

just wanna say tht i'm back in Malaysia

life's been great

especially with him all along

♥ happy ♥

-xoxo-

ENCIK MOHD FAHMI RADZUAN

7/7/2011

HAPPY 1 YEAR SAYANG

i love u so much

♥

miss u

dear love

i miss u all the time

even now

encik syg!

Thank you for this 11 wonderful months,

and there's forever to go~

i love u

p/s i love you

Don't let the one that you love the most be your eVeRyThInG because when they're gone, you're left with nOtHiNg

*it's the sad truth*
and yes sweetie, a start always has an end
just be prepared at any cause
it might be in a day, a week, or a year
or even another 50 years
either way, there's always an end
no matter what
life in this world isn't forever


on contrary, love is one of a kind
once u get it, cherish it wholeheartedly
cause when its gone, the only thing left is regret
how you wish badly that things could be rewind all over again
how you wish that there'll be more time
so much to do, so much to say, 
and how you wish to at least have a proper goodbye


have i told you lately that i love u?

"Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you"


"Dear Gerry, you said you wanted me to fall in love again, and maybe one day I will. But there are all kinds of love out there. This is my one and only life, And its a great and terrible and short and endless thing, and none of us come out of it alive. I don't have a plan... except, it's time my mom laughed again. She has never seen the world... she has never seen Ireland. So, I'm taking her back where we started... Maybe now she'll understand. I don't know how you did it, but you brought me back from the dead. I'll write to you again soon. P.S... Guess what?"


(T_T)
i always cry watching this movie
dont u?

sabtu : 30th

to Mr F:

RINDUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

boleh x nk lompat mcm ni kt u?

:))))))

mcm ni jugak...hahahaha...

mengape arini gambar peluk kegembiraan saje?

sbb arini i'm coming back

from a week puasa cinta

ohohohohoh, ade ke puasa cinta? lebih krg la kan...lol

see u when i get back...rindu sgt2...

(reminder: alia tulih ni dpd hari sabtu lagi, time tu i dah rindu u sgt2 tau...huhuhuhu)

b, i da kembali dlm hidup u!!!! yeay!!! happy x? :)

jumaat : 29th

Dear Mr F:

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one i see

V is very,very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore~

miss u so much...take care there...

and i love u...muahxoxo

promise me that no matter what
u'll never let go
(i miss holding your hands..huhu)

khamis : 28th

life suddenly become so colourful since i met you sweetie

how strange, i was so sure that it was just plain black & white before

aya syg fahmi sgt2

always have, always will

♥

rabu : 27th

when i met you,

at first i thought you had stolen my heart

until then i realized that it was me who willingly gave you mine

♥ i love u so much ♥

"I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream" — Sleeping Beauty

you are my very own prince :)

and we'll have a sweet2 happy ending

like this, maybe ;) hehe

one day we'll tell our great story to people

how we met each other :)

owh wait, syg u should watch how i met your mother...

i da tgk smpai yg the latest...yeay, i menang :D

yup2, sementara tgu i kembali dlm hidup u, busykan diri ok

(ceh, mcm pergi jauh sgt je kan...tp mmg jauh pun...sile rindu i lebih2 ok b...and i'm so sure that i da ketaq2 rindu u arini...hehe...xoxo)

selasa : 26th

i just wanna share with all

the card i made for mr boyfie for his birthday recently

:)

huhuhu...xsuke LDR... :(
wish i could be there on his birthday...
its a big deal okay...all the tarikh2 keramat mcm ni la nk kene ingat
huhuhu, kesian u b...sorg2 je, dah la keje kan tht day...
awek pun kt benua lain...hadiah xdpt nk bg...
last2 kad jela yg sampai, tu pun kt email...
muahxoxo...apepun, i love u so much
remember that syg
happy 26th :)
since evryone had said it, i pun nk ckp la:
"woah, my syg da 26 tahun dh ni, kene kawen cepat2..." lol
A ♥ F

sabtu : 23rd

yup, they're so cute...but we're so much cuter

haha...muahxoxoxox

"If there ever comes a day when we can’t be together, keep me in your heart, I’ll stay there forever"

- Winnie the Pooh -

to mr F: wait for me ok...loves...hugs...kisses... :)

see u in a week

to Mr F ♥

i'm missing YOU...so so badly

both of us are extremely busy lately

and will be...for another week at least

(well, maybe thts me...huhu)

poor baby, sbr ye...wait for me...

i just want you to know: Aya loves u so much

no matter what

LDR really kills me...huhuhu...

tke cre there lovey

muahxoxo

dreams

i love u so much syg

this special feeling comes once in a blue moon

and i'd like to keep it permanently in my heart

there won't be a day where i'd wake up not thinking bout u

u r a part of my life now...so please be mine, forever

aya cinta fahmi

♥

A & F

-one day-

no other words can describe this feeling except LOVE

i'm so in love with u fahmi♥

have u ever loved sum1 more than enough to:

• feel so blessed till u r on top of the world whole time, u even reached the clouds :) lalala floating & bouncing here & there throwing feathers & heart confetti...hehehe~
• cry as u felt so grateful for the bliss ur love brings into ur life, and god knws how much u treasure his presence...and of course u wouldn't wanna lose him, in a million years...even just thinking bout losing him made u cry...ahahahah! this is so true...i cant help it, the tears just came out...huuu~
• feel so happy that u begin to see the world in a different way...more colourful rather than black, white or grey...suddenly u've become a new you...the aura is just so remarkable...u even feel like u're spreading the love to everyone...hehe...
• have this weird butterflies everytime he says he loves & misses u...and the butterflies seemed to multiply from time to time...and then burst out making u suffocated in ur breath...ahahaha, okay i might be exaggerating...but its true...nervousness + joy combined in one feeling = love...
• have your heart beats frantically whenever u think of him...and u'd wann be with him all the time...
• feel so lucky that u r the one he chose, out of all da bombs out there...and u r so proud to be called his...
• feel so pretty cause he said so even though u r at ur worst...u feel like the most beautiful of all...despite knwing the reality that a lot of better girls out there...hehehe...yeah, im special...cause i have him :)
• have this beautiful dreams of ur future, and of course that would include him...and the word "together" always comes in the dreams...also the word "us" :)
• find urself smiling unconciously while listening to all the songs...and somehow u could feel the pain, love, anger, sad in all the songs...though they have nothing to do with ur life...u get kinda sensitive to feelings...its easier to internalized, feel empathy or sympathy...
• find urself imagining both of u being in the romantic films that u were watching...he's the hero & u're the heroin...and sometime u even have this thoughts that ur life is way way happier than those movies... :)

♥

lovey, saya cinta awak sgt2

hehehe

muahxoxo

one month down, forever to go ♥

here's a post-it specially for u :)

this is so like us...hehehe... ;p

muahxoxo

♥

just some stuffs :)

sgt comel la

-im so gonna get these-

♥ ♥ ♥

(^_^)

saje suka suka 4

♥

i love u so much b...

and i keep on loving u everyday...

busy mcm mane pun, i tetap rindu u...setiap masa...

Walk with footsteps, from love once cast,

Two hearts in love, love that would last.

poem 1

i found this well written poem on the net

to my love: fahmi

for u ♥

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, 

And for us to be together, to never be apart. 

No one else in the world can even compare, 

You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,

I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give, 

I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, 

By the way you look at me I know we will last. 

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,

How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

*sweet kan*

♥

looking at u...Mr Star :)

aliacenturion ♥ fahmiracle

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from my memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

The starlight
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away,

never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations
And our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away,

never fade away

And our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations, yeah
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes & revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold

muse: starlight