occasion : my birthday 2009

happy 21st birthday to me

a year passes by in a flash

im getting old day by day

wonder wut its like in 10 years time

will i be happier

will i be prettier

will i be better

im back (^_^)

hisashiburi, ne? (long time no see, right?)

warming up

im gonna start babbling about wutever i feel like expressing out...

for the moment, lets start this blogging thing with somethings bout myself...

the name is alia

i prefer to tell evry1 tht im frm penang

though we never did live there

but its still my sweet2 hometown

and i ws born there

on 14th dec 1988

at 4.25pm (heh, i got tht right)

current place: manipal, india

...to be myself is the hardest..

i consider my life to be out of ordinary

whenever i try to make things right or even make sense

there'll be some freakin fates coming over

to make it upside-down again

...all i can say...

life is full of drama (no escapees)

...i don't understand my own thoughts...

they were sometimes suicidal,sometimes motivating

i get confused easily, i get focused easily

partially angelic, and partially corrupted

i've done some deeds, but i'll end up doing some sins

it wasn't really a psychotic split personality

its just the way of being the better me

where positives + negatives

are trying to compromise each other

...all i can say...

nobody's perfect

wuts make them different is

wut they've done to make themselves better than before

i appreciate & regret life occasionally

had been the best i could ever be,

had been the worst i could ever be

i'm proud and ashamed of myself at the same time

but i jst knw, there's a reason why God let me be in this life

coz nobody else would have had the guts to endure it

only me...and so i gotta take it no matter wut

...but all i can say...

stop whining no matter wut

challanges are wut make life interesting

overcoming them is wut makes life meaningful

all in all

...IM JUST ME...

quote of the day:

lets get real

dreams vs reality

even if reality hurts,

it's always the only better choice than dream...

dream makes u become too attached

to the so-called-perfect happiness

tht u sometimes forget

to take the important steps in ur life...

leaving u stagnant as time passes by...

waiting foolishly for the miracle to happen...

until it's too late...

i knw people say

it's never too late to change,

but life would be so much harder

if u r moving on with such a burden of regrets...

reality gives u the truth,

dreams are just a bunch of lies...

reality is the one who would appreciate u,

accept u for who u are,

making u take ur steps,

even it is painful...

reality is wut u need...

gudbye all the dreams...

it wasnt ur fault tht u aren't real...

u could be real...

but i couldnt take the chance...

i have to take my steps...

no matter wut...

dear dreams,

if u love me,

let me take my steps...

if u really love me,

more than anything,

then come with me...

take steps with me...

maybe u'd be reality...

and a miracle tht i've been waiting

for all ths while

quote of the day:

the vampie story

twilight

...i knw its kinda lame to repeat it all again but...

edward cullen is definitely

a one damn hot vampire!!!

i mean not sexily hot

but look at the eyes...his warm gaze

the way he looked at bella as if no one else existed

look at the lips...his mysterious smile

and only changed into laughter when he's with her

he's like a guardian angel (in a vampire way)

protecting her all the time, at any way

he'd loose his mind if anything happens to her

"You're My Life Now...You're The Only Thing It Would Hurt Me To Lose"

he tried his best to make her feel comfortable with him

more than tht, he always try to make her happy

~~~how sweet~~~

*melts*

i'm still hvng post-romantic movie syndrome

everytime i watch this movie

i'd float and smile

wishing i'd have my own edward cullen

aaaahhhhh (i wish!! i want one!!)

so to all the guys out there

if u fall in love, fall hard

there's no shame of being so in love with sum1

cause every little thing u've done

will always catch up her attention

let alone make her happy and feel appreciated

as if she had the whole world already

and she's the luckiest of all

"I Promise To Love You Forever...Every Single Day of Forever"

p/s: i knw some would feel rather annoyed or even threatened by this post...those who think its kinda gay to worship him...the red-lips-square-faced guy...but haha like i care~ edward is still one of my fav dream lover...haha...any vampire out there? giv me a call... (^_*)

quote of the day:

*drool*

"And so the Lion Fell in Love with the Lamb"

~twilight fever~

occasion: diwali 2009

~namaste again~

this time all my batchmates gathered at KMC green to play fireworks...

it was fun...enjoying ourselves, diwali+fireworks for everybody! yeay!

L.O.V.E

sometimes the person you want the most is the person you’re best without

in terms of lovey dovey la...

bab fmly tu lain citer...

i wnt my fmly the most,

& im miserable without them...huhu

wisdoms for myself

people see

people hear

people talk

...so think carefully b4 you act...

live life with no regrets

exam corner 3

- again IT comes -

its been a while...i left this blog for more than a month already...huhu...

anyway, now block 4 had come to an end...we're in the middle of exams...again...huh...

and not forget to mentioned, the upcoming University EXAMS!!!! huhu...

lots to study...so so much...my head is getting so stressed out!!! i really2 need a break

(which will never happen for the time being)

can't wait to go home again...

raye~~~ balik kampung~~~

wuuwuuwuwu

anyway, nothing much to say here...just writing a few lines...mama already asked me why didn't i update my blog...busy la mummy...xde mase... (^_*)V

quote of the day:

*exam mode*

Personality 1

tonight, during a short break while studying neuroanatomy, i did some so-called love tests on www.askmarsvenus.com :) and so out of all, i'd like to share this one result which i thought kinda interesting...quite true...

what movie character resembles you?

“Rose DeWitt Bukater” As portrayed by Kate Winslet in Titanic

Rose DeWitt Bukater seems to have it all – first class travel, engagement to a wealthy man, servants, clothes, status. But this young woman is in a bad place mentally. She is betrothed to a man she doesn’t love. She feels controlled by him and by her mother. She is a victim of her time, and struggles to get out of the constraints of her corsets and the demure demeanor expected of her.

Rose finds only a few people on the Titanic who don’t look down upon her enthusiasm for books and logic, art and adventure. Most consider her a silly, spoiled girl who doesn’t know her place. But, chances are, people are more frightened of Rose’s bravery and bluntness than they care to admit, so they all try to keep her reigned in.

However, once Rose meets poor artist Jack Dawson, it takes only a small effort to crack her habits of good breeding. Jack – simply by being Jack – shows Rose how to live and love with abandon. Rose had always known there was more to be had than proper tea parties with vapid conversation. She had the nerve to speak her mind, most of the time, but she hadn’t had the nerve to completely be herself. Until Jack.

Rose and Jack seriously skip through the Five Stages of Dating – the accelerated relationship between them essentially constitutes a fairy tale. While this behavior isn’t recommended, there are some very real messages to be taken from this movie. Many women spend years looking for their “Jack,” that one man who will encourage, support, and enable them to find out what they’re really made of. But Jack doesn’t make Rose who she is – rather, he is the one person who loves her for exactly who she already is, which means freedom to her. It’s often a surprise when you find yourself attracted to someone “different” and wholly unexpected. But the person you think you’re meant to be with and the person who ultimately gels with you might not fit the picture you drew for yourself. And that’s OK.

Although things end tragically for the couple Rose moves on and swallows life whole. She doesn’t allow a man or responsibilities or propriety stand in her way. She doesn’t linger over a relationship and what-ifs. She, you could say, is strong enough and determined enough to fill her Love Tanks many times over, no matter who or what stands in her way.

quote of the day:

sometimes what you want is not what you need

but these words mean nothing if you don't even know the difference

sweet ♥ sugus

(^_*)

love mode

B e a u t y & T h e B e a s t

i'm watching beauty & the beast right now...still ongoing but i paused a while to let myself express out my thoughts right now...this is the disney 1991 beauty & the beast...i've always had a thing with all this fairytales since i was a kid...and continued being a novel freak during my teenage time...and now still loving all these romance stories...lovey lovey thing makes me happy and floats right away~ haha...okey, bck to the story...somehow today i felt like watching some classic movies which i've watched long2 time ago...but you knw, being a kid, not every words or the whole plot would be understood...i only remember certain things and of course only look at the princess and imagining it was me and he prince would be someone else...haha...so cute...but now its time for a deeper understanding about the story...(cewah, saje je...bosan actually...xde keje...mlm sbtu mls pulak nk study lebih ;p)

and as i watch right now, i realize sumthing rather disturbing...

there's 2 guys in the story fighting for belle...one is the beast, and another one is guston...both are equally mean...and really insensitive...but among the two of them, i prefer the beast...tersentuh hati okay dgn beast...he's a loner...a very powerful fierce monstrous creature but at least he has some inner side that makes him sweet....guston on the other had is such an annoying guy...he talks too much, and overproud of himself, selfconcious, and that made him looks so stupid...

and shockingly...i love the beast...

i'd rather choose him...a beast that can be tamed...how cute..

omg, i'm actually belle~!!!

hahaha

:p :p :p

...told you i have a thing with such tales...

~suke berangan~

xoxo

okey, tht's all i think...

wanna go bck watching the movie

wonder when will my very own beast will come

can't wait for the challenge

"there might be something there that wasn't there before"

-beauty and the beast-

(^_*)

sweet ♥ sugus

quote of the day:

"For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it.

For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it.

For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it."