Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
a flow of thoughts 1
JUST ANOTHER ORDINARY DAY
and so today i'm still sick...its been a week already...having cough throughout the day...did made the class turned back towards me...huhu...sorry u guys, i can't help it...and then when i got bck to my room during lunch break, it got worse...i even had to fetch some breath while praying...poor me...anyway, i took care of myself...no cold drinks or fruits for me...and the medicines are enough...thanks to my sweet friends who understand my condition...buying those pills for me :) and those who gave me supports, lent me notes which i left out...thanks to all...love u all, we're like fmly here...true...but at the end, evrything will never work with the permission of Almighty Allah...manusia berusaha mencari jalan, yg menentukan hanyalah yg Maha Esa itu...
“Ya Allah sembuhkan badanku, Ya Allah sembuhkanlah pendengaranku. Ya Allah sembuhkan penglihatanku. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari kekufuran dan kefakiran. Ya Allah, aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari adzab Kubur. Tiada tuhan selain Engkau.”
(H.R. Abu Daud )
and as usual, when i'm sick...i'l be extra missing my family...its kinda boost to my homesick syndrome...huhu...mummy & abah, i miss u...adik2, miss u all so so much...wish u guys were here...wut if suddenly u all appeared here...omg, i'll be the happiest person in manipal...sanggup ponteng class kot...hahaha...xde la...owh, ya...talking about class...here, we must have 90% of class attendance to be able to seat for exm later on...if not, fail it is...and so far i had missed 1 biochem class n 1 physio class...had few migrains during the 1st block...and today, again i missed the dissection class...ruginye~ but wut to do, i really cnt go...won't b concentrating anyway...last night i had a severe headache...my god, it was really bad...i couldnt sleep...i did take the medications, but still not really releaving...the pain just won't go away...just hope there were some chemical reactions in my body to make me better...owh, god...please let me be better soon...i need to focus on my study... :(
my beloved abah & mama