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perrghhhhhhh, dtg2 kt blog nih terus kabur dek sawang-sawangan...tangan pun terawang-awang menepis debu deban yg terbang2 membentuk kabus asap hitam...hooooo~ teruk sgt... (T_T) tp mmg da lme terase dok tgl blog ni...SEBULAN...betul kan? huhuhu...sorry people, selagi i dok study2 ni i rase sume bende bagaikan hangat2 tahi ayam (cewahhhh, da lame sgt teringin nk guna peribahasa neh...rase mcm da lme tgl bhs mlayu...hohoho...jentik cket...aishhhh, walopun i tercampak kt india ni, ktorg still ckp mlayu la...yg org utara masih pekat lagi dok ckp utara...dnt worry...heh...xdenye lupe...cume kebakuan bahasa itu agak hilang sedikit demi sedikit...lihat sahaja nukilanku ini...hahaha...terase sedikit segan jikalau ada adik2 di skolah yg taiko bahasa melayu melihat blog ini...apepun, abaikan saje...asai hang paham apa akak dok celoteh ni sudah la dikkkk ooiiiii...hahaha...ayat bersalah...lol) 

back to the story, selagi i dok study, exam pasti menyerang secara bertubi2 sehinggakan diri ini menjadi kebal tatkala menjawab soalan (nah hengkau ayat puitis...layankan saje...now mode nak berbahasa...sile berbudi...lol...rosak2..) seriously, skrg mcm dh lali sgt, xsempat nak berdebar pun...dah biase sgt, bosan mencuakkan diri...haha...apakah...justeru diriku bagaikan sleepwalking je ke dewan peperiksaan dan menjawab dgn steadynye menggunakan satu tangan...haha...ade ke org guna 2 tgn? hahaha...kot la dh nervous sgt kan...who knws? lol...anyway, mungkin bagus kan bile dh mcm ni...yela, awal2 dulu study bagaikan nak rak, takut sgt2 dgn exam...skrg.. fuhhhhh...hembusss jeee...lol...but its true...bile dh slalu exam, we'll be like constantly studying no matter what, always prepared...kalau ade serangan mengejut pun kami boleh (jwb soalan jela...lol...suh pegi perang betul2 jenuh gak kan...haha)...owh kalau sebut sleepwalking tu bukan la pegi dgn xde ape2 persediaan...of course we all study jugak, cuma xde la last minute kan...


i ingat lagi pada zaman dahulu i jenis yg slalu study last minute...siapa tidak suka? meh nk tgk muka cket...hahaha...i'd tell you...sepandai2 manusia belajar, akan ada masa di mana setan2 berdendang sakan di telinga dan hati supaye lagha akan bende2 keduniaan...ataupun mimpian (hahaha, ni bile setan hasut suh tido...) astaghfirullahalazimmm...kene cepat beristighfar, sedarkan diri, and kembali ke jalan asal...teruskan perjuangan study tuh...huuuuu~ belajar itu biar kerana allah...menuntut ilmu itu ibadat juga...yg baik2 moga dapat dipraktikkan di masa hadapan, utk tolong keluarga & bangsa...hmm, bukan niat nk susun ayat manis tp ni la hakikatnya...buat apa belajar tapi ilmu tu sia2...kalau buat sesuatu biar berfaedah & bermanfaat kpd semua...ingat mak ayah hantar belajar jauh2 sbb nak anak balik goyang kaki ke? mesti la nak anak nanti senang dpt keje, support mak ayah, tolong family...and of course tolong masyakarat keliling...jgn lupa tujuan asal belajar...duit kerajaan jgn membazir mcm tu je...study la, sbb tu tanggungjawab sbg student...gagal bile dah separa mati berusaha tu mungkin dugaan allah utk kuatkan diri kita....tapi gagal kalau diri sendiri yang sengaja xberusaha, nak buat mcm mane...menyesal xsudah kan...masa bertahun terbuang mcm tu je...hohohoh...cik alia dh start berletiaq...sorry people...xpasal2 kan...haha...ni bile mood dh dtg nak mengepost, mule la menaip sesuka jari kan...haha...


just remember, its never too late to change, towards the better you...no matter what you do, make sure you know that you're making the right decision, by doing the right things, in the right way...life is like a road, and you're a traveler...only that, once you've walked by a path, there's no turning back...it's all up to you whether to take the right or left once you've encountered a junction...and continue your journey, heads up high, chin lifted, and walk by confidently...for what its worth, you yourself know you're doing the right thing...if thing doesn't go the way you planned, don't worry...where there's a will, there's always a way...have faith...and move on...Someone said to me today..."Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it bcoz it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It won't last forever either." (^_*) 

haihhhh...i can just blabs around in another thousands of motivating words...but the truth is, i myself am not sure what lies ahead...life had been a damn roller-coaster for the past few years...i shall say i am leading a very peculiar life...ape yg pelik? biarlah rahsia...hohohoooooo...yg penting mmg pelik, tetapi penuh warna warni, penuh drama, ketawa & tangisan, suka duka...owh, i love growing up...hidup zaman kanak-kanak dahulu boleh dikatakan pink2 purple2...time skolah pula bagaikan robot, setiap hari benda yg sama dibuat, owh i am a nerd student in those days, all i think about was studying and getting good grades...hmm, mungkin sebab tu zaman sekolah bagaikan colour kelabu hitam putih...agak bosan...tibe2 dah abis spm, and yes, result maintain terbaik...skrg??? hidup sungguh warna warni!!! i learnt about so many things...growing up katekan...getting older is tough, but that's what makes life interesting and never dull...i'd rather be living in a life full of ups & downs rather than a monotonic wave...

ok, tu je bebelan arini...terpakse kembali ke alam nyata...huuuu~

bubye blog world...brb in a month...

please pray for my exam ok

(^_*)

xoxoxoxo