flow of thoughts 11

~once in while~

i've been thinking lately

about something

i mean, its been a dream for all this while

but i never thought i'd be this excited

umm, myb excited isnt the correct word yet

im just curious...or rather start hoping

tht it'd be real

of coz it would one day

but i hope it'd be...sooner...

haha

silly me

but really, i wnt tht

and this freakin thoughts had been bothering me lately

na oetteokhae? (wht should i do?) T_T

*sigh*

i really want it

but i dnt knw how

dnt knw wut i should do

dnt knw when and where should i strt

i wnt it...badly :(

certain things aren't meant to be easy

some people got through in a flash

some people are still behind the walls

it wont be easy for me i bet

*sigh again*

i wnt it

heeee~ xpaham kn amende aku merepek2 ni? 

xpe...mmg sengaja pun ckp belit2 cmni...

mungkinkah psl bende2 material? atau spiritual? atau emosional?

hehe...i'll never tell anybody but myself (>_<)

biarlah rahsia~

certain things are better left unsaid ;)

my fav flower: calla lily ♥

another symbol of elegance & beauty

Graceful and filled with dignity, this type has a goddess-like sense of poise and presence that is quite commanding and imposing

*im not really a rose type...but calla really drives me crazy...hehe*

love it