jdrama :)

~NoDaMe cAnTaBiLe~

ok, i've just finished watching this series...wahhhhhhh, i fell in love straight away...this is the cutest drama everrrrrr...funny+stupid...hehe...pls pls watch, sgt2 best la...the characters aren't just cute, they are extremely funny & silly...i really laughed along the way...no wonder my friends love this story...it comes from a manga & anime...now that explains why they're so exaggeratedly funny...lol...you can see that whenever Chiaki pushes Nodame out of the way, her exaggerated reaction comes with her own version of cute sound effects. "gyaboooo" OR mukyoooo"...hehe...and whenever Nodame is looking at Chiaki, admiring him, a pink lovu2 of a beating heart appears near her faces...haha...so cute...

I LOVE IT :) bygkan la 11 episodes in a day...nope, a night...Whoaaaa...haha...cant stop watching...and i even continued with the special drama, another 3 hours...

wahhhhh, lovu lovu lovu~ ♥

meh nk copy paste synopsis...hehe...copy paste je, xperlu citer...spoiler kdg2 xbest...kan kan...

Megumi Noda, or “Nodame” is a piano student at Momogaoka College of Music. An extremely talented pianist who wants to be a kindergarten teacher, she has the ability to play by ear rather than reading the music score. A strong passion for music could make her a top student but the distaste for sheet music and playing pieces how they were originally puts Nodame's piano skills to a level much lower than she's supposed to be. She is messy and disorganized, takes baths several days apart and loves to eat, sometimes stealing her friend’s lunchbox when it is filled with delicacies.

Shinichi Chiaki, is Momogaoka’s top student. Born into a musical family, one of the most talented musicians at the college. He plays well the piano and violin. However he has secret ambitions to become a conductor and study under Sebastiano Viera, a renowned conductor who he had admired since childhood. Chiaki also is an arrogant multi-lingual perfectionist who once lived abroad in the music capitals of the world as a young boy, he feels mired in Japan because of a childhood phobia, flying on a plane. This had prevents him from pursuing his dreams.

They meet by accident. Nodame quickly falls in love, but it takes much longer for Chiaki to even begin to appreciate Nodame’s unusual qualities. Their relationship causes them both to develop and grow. Because of Nodame, Chiaki got the opportunity to lead a student orchestra and begins to have a broader appreciation of people's musical abilities. Because of Chiaki, Nodame faces her fears and enters a piano competition. Opportunities open up as both begin taking risks, stretching themselves far more than they ever thought possible.

of course another solid reason why i love this drama is because of its deym-hot hero...

ohohoho, sgt hensem ♥ nk pakwe gini...

chiaki-kun~ (mata dah kuar love2...hehe) 

heroin pun comel... :)

MSP DAY :)

the day where the people stood still...smpai sakit kaki...MSP...
started from 10 until 4pm...what a day...but overall i think it was okay...everything went on smoothly, thanks to my beloved batchmates who had gone through the same thing, together we made the presentation the best that we could...and i love the part when we all end up taking class pictures in front of the manipal building...haha...such a cam-whore everybody...class kite evrytime ade event salu je snap2 kan? ;p ♥

i was TIRED!!! physically due to the long hours of presentation...and mentally (jgn ckp la kn) huhu...the poster came out so badly...i nearly had a fist in the printing shop...every graphs were smudged up...luckily the bars were still visible so we had to print out the wordings and paste it on the poster...what a mess...but what to do...life goes on...hanya tuhan je yg tau betapa sakitnye hati, sabar jelah...dugaan ni mcm2 boleh dtg...knape group2 lain yg bayar mahal2, poster dorg lawa je, tp ktorg dpt yg low quality...some of my friends told us to get back to the printing people and demand a compensation...tp malaslah nk renyah2, or tambahkan sakit hati ni...just let it go...malas nk deal dgn india2 ni...dorg manusia jugak, i knw tht...but manusia ni kdg2 suke betul menipu dlm business...sbb tu malas nk deal dgn dorg dh...mcm2 alasan, byk songeh...i really miss our country...where people mostly really work ethically, and we always have great customer service...where they appreciate their customers...nk marah pun xjadi...kt cni lain sgt la, kalau nk marah tu mmg berapi2 smpai bile2...sebab dah tahu dorg buat dgn niat utk dpt untung, and terang2 menipu...sbb tu sakit hati sgt...ingat org bodoh ke ape...kalau kt msia, dh lme kene saman tau...hisyhh...SABAR JELAH...the poster ended up in my mentor's room, he wants it so just keep it...malas nk simpan (heh, ayat kecewa) ;p


apepun, just be happy...hehe...muke2 dlm gambar cm tgh enjoy je kan...penat woo...huhu...lega da abes...yeaahhhhh...

we saw, we met, 

we talked, we laughed, 

we smiled, and then we walked away

but most important

we remember

that's how you appreciate people

who come along in your life

even for just a moment

♥

my favourite : animals :)

come 'ere snakey snakey

many people might not know...that my most favourite animal is the snake...i dont know how did i ever start admiring this creature...but ahahaha, what can i say...love is definitely blind...

snakes are cute, look at the eyes...comel!!!! (^_^)

i even had goosebumps whenever i saw a snake...whether if i went to the zoo or watching the tv, or even just by looking at they're pics...

i mean, i'd get kinda excited (secretly of coz)...not because im afraid, its more to being mesmerized by them...

huuu~ it does sounds silly...but i love them...

snakes are truly the most fascinating of all...

full of mystery, sexy, intelligent...

they have stunning glimmering colourful and unique patterned skin on their body

they'll slide gracefully and crawl beautifully

look at her skin...the colours are just so right...bright & cheerful :)

silver+maple colour...perfect & elegant...what a classy appearance :)

she always come with an attitude...proudly heads up :)

the don't-mess-with-me eyes :) how cute

a flow of thoughts 6

~xoxo~

today started out with a patho class...

i always love when this lecturer teaches...she's so motherly and really looks like a well-respected doctor...some1 who dresses simple but looks intelligent + fresh...wish i could be such doctor...looking confident & convincing all the time...hehe...and her notes are all easy to understand...she explains well...overall, today's class was okay...no pressure at all... :)

anyway, talking bout the lecturers here...i would say im so proud to be an MMMC student who had given the opportunity to learn under their guidance...they are very warm+friendly people, extremely dedicated lecturers, and i could see that each and every1 of them really had been excellent & success in their field...well-renowned & well-respected...u can even google their name and proudly see them on any medical articles or conventions or events...though they achieved so much, they still appear humble and sincerely educate us here...thank you all of you...all this really give the students a boost, to work hard and to strive our best...to be one of the best one day, one of them... :)

when the idols are just in front of your eyes...

there's no way you would turn away...

keep standing where you are...

looking at their directions...

and wish its yours too...

when the idols are the ones who shares you their knowledge...

there's no way you wouldn't accept it...

for only certain people are lucky enough

to be on your place...

to be told and taught...

by these incredible people...

who'd make you better, in the middle of bitter

no way you'd doubt the blessing

no way you'd waste the opportunity

its really now...or never...

then we had PBL brainstorming...the case was angina...ths time its pharmac PBL so we had to study about all the drugs used for treatment of angina attack or ischaemic heart disease...

*pesanan doctor: sile kurangkan kolestrol anda dan jagalah pemakanan anda...hiduplah dgn aman tanpa stress...dan jauhkan diri daripada merokok...sayangilah keluarga masing2...ingatlah betapa sedihnya mereka andai kehilangan anda suatu hari nanti...sayangilah diri anda...only you can make a difference...to be better, or worse...your call...sekian, terima kasih...(mulai hari ni nk bg byk2 pesanan mcm ni la, bru tercapai hajat nk membantu masyarakat...haha)

this morning also, we took our MSP poster from the printing shop...sadly, it turned out to be so bad that we didnt even have the guts to show others...how sad, punye la bertungkus lumus design, bukan main lagi...skali poster hampeh je...sume sebab kedai tu la...i blame the shop 100%...dah la mahal, buruk pulak tu...mmg dah name INDIA kan, wut do u expect??? ink mcm nk habis je, we couldnt even read the graphs...tht's the main point...the graphs...how to explain if the gist is ruined?? huh, mmg nk marah la kan...SABAR JELAH! at last we decided to print out the wordings and paste it on the poster...wut to do, thats the only choice...rather than whining about that damn ruined poster, its better if we adjust it to be useful this saturday...malas nk pk byk2...lantak la...wasnt our fault...ni la namenye manusia hny merancang, allah yg menentukan...so kalau allah takdirkan dugaan pelik2 mcm ni, nk bagi kite luluh harapan dan sakit hati yg tersangat...baik xpayah pikirkn sgt/nangis/menyumpah2...wat tambah dosa je...hanya manusia la yg kene bijak handle dugaan2 tu...manusia jela yg boleh tetapkan hati untuk terima takdir, and move on...and settle out the problem...and try our best to make it work...tuhan tu maha penyayang...xkan la nk bertubi2 terjah hamba2Nya...xde la sekejam itu...jadi SABAR JELAH...buat je ape yg patut...walau nasi jadi bubur, tambah la potato+carrot dan jadikanlah bubur nasi paling sedap...mane tau yg tu la org nk tambah berpinggan2 pun...kan kan? (sile puji cara saye mempositivekan diri...impressive bukan...huahua...saje xnk bg sakit ati sgt, kalau tension slalu nanti btl2 dpt disease...huhu)

pulangnya hari ini pada jam 12tgh hari, lepas PBL tu...then free...dont have clinical class today, not my turn...so happy la duduk bilik...went back home and cooked lunch...we had ayam masak merah with nasi putih...simple2 je, org bujang katekan...sekadar mengisi perut dgn nutrisi2 demi menjaga kesihatan...hehe, name pun doktor...xmain la diet2 anorexic ni...makan tetap makan, tp yg berkhasiat jelah...badan pun bukan underweight, xjugak obesity...kulit pun sihat, mata pun nampak bersinar (okay, im being exaggerated...huhu...) apepun nk ckp, ktorg sihat walafiat! makan minum cukup...walaupun tidur tu xbrape cukup...tapi tetap sihat...huhu...okay, tetibe terase nk menguruskan badan...huhu...tgklah mcm mane...

at around 5pm, i went to the salon nearby...tetibe terase nk memanjekan diri (biasela org pmpuan mmg suke mende2 ni)...so i went there alone...had a facial treatment and a head massage...saje nk try facial treatment...i dnt knw y, myb this year would be "the unfortunate hideous pimple outbreaks" time for me...jerawat (a.k.a JJ) keluar bertubi2 bagaikan mushroom dmuka ku ini...huhu...hilang sedikit seri wajah tatkala melihat timbulan2 itu...huhu...i've tried so many products but no change...i bet this is the "time"...u knw, the "time" where there would be massive infection on your face for quite a period...muke mmg berJJ sakan la...sume sebab time2 ni hormon xstable...muka sentiase berminyak...no effect from diet change or weather change or facial product change...all you have to do is to bear with it until it resolves itself...every1 of us would have our own pimple time...thts why u can see the older people tends to be pimple free...they had their time already :) anyhow, i wish this isnt permanent...pls god...bagi la muke ni gebu2 balik...at least time2 dah msk 20-an ni...supaye mas kawen bley up byk2...huahuahua...dah2 alia...lambat lagi ye ;p

so skrg muke tgh segar...okey jugak la facial treatment tadi...harga pun okay, rs350 je a.k.a rm30...i told mom and she said i should go there every fortnight...maybe i should...dah dewasa ni (dewasa la sgt kn... ;p) kene la start jaga muka, jaga badan, jaga kelakuan... <----mom's advices... ok ma, ok ma...huhu

okey lah...byk sudah menaip...i gotta stop+study...

so much to cover up...there'll be some tests next week 

(setiap mgu ade test kot...huhu)

still have class tmrw...and a poster booth to set up...

quote of the day:

“A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.”

“The positive thinker sees the invisible, feels the intangible, and achieves the impossible.”

“Positive anything is better than negative nothing.”

a flow of thoughts 5

~mOO mOOdy day~

maybe it was the damn hot dry weather

maybe it was the pms problem

or maybe it was the people here

(not fmly & frens...i mean the strangers of coz)

i had a pretty bad day...xde mood smpai skrg...

• pharmac IL (independent learning) class had been such an irritating one...jst ask any of other student, they'll just roll their eyes and say "sabar jela..." or "wut the heck" or "bodo gile" or "ntah hape2 class td"...and i mean it...we were supposed to learn certain topics ourselves...dh name pun independent learning...and of coz people did went back and did some reading...it might not be perfect but at least i could see people were making effort to do so...hey, we're not stupid...evryone knws they have their own responsibility here...busy mcm mane pun, tetap akan study jugak...however, bck to the story...this time, the IL was conducted differently...usually there'll be no class...coz name pun IL, so bc kt bilik jela...then this time we had to attend the class...okay, i kinda like the idea of discussing all this...and the lecturers had given us more specific objectives (more detail & more complicated...huhu...but so much helpful) thank you very much :) but i dont knw why, maybe because this is the 1st time change is made so it turned out to be one of the classes i hate to go...tension la...dah kalau bende berjela2, and no significance pun, bukannye dpt extra marks for exm...its merely a discussion...jadi xpayah la nk over sgt cik oi...org dh la busy...nk kene hafal lagi, xboleh bukak notes apatah lagi buku...pastu nk suruh jwb soalan (xpe la kan, nk jwb2 ni bende biase la) tapi xnk jwpn simple2...nk suruh jwb penuh2...pastu nk ugut2 pulak kan...mentang2 la dier tau bdk2 MMMC ni lemah bab2 attendance...boleh pulak nk mark absent...just bcoz xleh jwb few things...ikut nasib la kalau kene tny soalan yg mmg org xbrape nk faham...nyesal je pegi class...baik la ponteng...xde sakit ati sgt...and though i wasnt asked, but i could feel the tense...frm the strt till the end...at last i feel like i didnt get anything...wut a waste...though i did memorize like 70% of it, but there was no additional notes tht i could add up...bcoz the lecturer didnt allow us to hold our notes at all...like i've said, agk buang mase...ni lebih kurang mcm study, n nk bgtau dier yg dah study...xde ape2 tambahan utk ktorg...but wut to do, WE'RE JUST STUDENTS...bear with it...SABAR JELAH...
• then when i got bck home, tetibe ade org punggah cermin tingkap...i guess the previous tenant had reported some leakage from the windows...and tau2 jela india kan, agk lembab...lepas setahun bru nk ganti...dah basi la report...btw, there was no prob in my windows actually...but they had taken them down...WITHOUT EVEN TELLING ME...suke ati je dtg umah pastu ckp nk ganti tingkap kan...silap tingkap pulak tu, it was my housemate's windows that have some probs...org dah la penat2 (yeah, im hvng period pain right now since morning) skali tgk bilik penuh cebisan2 tepi tingkap tu...da kotor dh bilik...xdpt nk rest...pekerja2 tu pulak hilang ntah mane...hah, ape lagi...i called the manager and insist they come & fix the windows right away...he should at least confirm out with me...or even tell me this morning...but he didnt...bikin panas je...dah tu dengan org2 baiki tingkap tu pun kene bebelan dariku ini...xpe, for their own gud...next time they'll be more careful in dealing with the customer (customer ke i ni? i dont even report tht...i dont even wnt it to be fixed!)...hisyhhh...AGAIN, SABAR JELAH...after an hour bru la dpt rest...and xtahan sgt so i skipped microb prac class... the best remedy for anger is to SLEEP...and again the best remedy for period pain is to SLEEP...and so i did...puasssss atiiiii!!!!!!! bgn2 dah cool cket :)

hmm, what a day...dah la sakit perut, sakit hati pulak kan...terase nk mrh je arini...huhu...

plz god, its 8.45pm now...tenangkan la hatiku ini...at least give something to cheer me up...

bosannye hidup :( i need some peaceful air to breathe...time2 ni la mule nk homesick balik...

wonder wut they're doing right now...miss u abah, mama, acha, ayet, miya...huhu...

wanna go home...

not a day passes by where i dont remember my family

they're my everything

the strength tht kept me going

day by day

~evrything i do, im doing it for u~

alia akan berusaha keras

utk mama & abah

and my beloved bro+sis

♥

xoxo

quote of the day:

...For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness...

so deal with it

be happy always

(yes i am)

(^_^)

hati riang

ho ho ho balik kmpung!!!

~pulang marilah pulang marilah pulang bersama-sama~

haa, mmg tgh suke ati...sbb da beli tiket balik malaysia utk cuti raye nih...yeay, start counting the days...i miss home...huhu...all the time...cant wait to go back this raya...

this time im taking airasia...of coz la the price is wayyyyyy cheaperrrrrr than MAS...and now they r operating in bangalore...ape lagi, hepy la weih...mari pulang mari...cepat beli tiket...murah je...return ticket is still below 10000...i put up a bit coz the bag limit is only 20kg, hehehe tau2 jela pompuan kan...skali balik tu gedabak haaa bag, bertimbun2...bwk balik ape pn xtau la, bile packing serious terase sume penting...huhu...no wonder mom always nag me out of it...sorry mom, kate dok india...byk yg xde...tu yg usung abih dpd msia...huhu...

hah, sebut psl brg msia ni...last time during hols, i sent a box of food supply to manipal here via shipping cargo...it just arrived this evening...and guess wut, botol kicap berkecai...huhu...sedih giler...nk nangis bile bukak kotak tu...awal2 excited la kan, terase cm dpt hadiah christmas dari langit...seronok xkire la...skali bukak banjir dgn kicap dah...nak nangis...sayu je ati bile tepakse bukak satu2 and cuci and jemur...tapi sabar jela...nk wat cane kan...name pun cargo, india pulak tu, jauh xterkira, dah la dihantar ke hulu manipal ni...no wonder berderai sume...seb baik mknn yg lain all are well wrapped in plactics...actually all the fragile stuffs are wrapped already...ingatkan secured la, sbb gune plastic pop pop tu...but xselamat jugak...huhu...xde rezeki la tu...seb baik i ade lagi sebotol kicap+sos tiram yg selamat...and my housemates pun ade gak package msg2...xde la kempunan kicap...oh oh btw, INDIA XDE KICAP YG SEDAP2 LA....huhuhu...tu yg kempunan sakan...berhrga woo brg2 msia...huhu...i miss my beloved country...how grateful i am being a malaysian...(smgt patriotik berkobar2)

apepun, dlm keadaan sedih+marah dgn kehancuran kicap, im more excited in going back...seriously missing my fmly...though we call evryday, at anytime... :) miss u all...

and esk ade IL discussion...so xde mase nk pk psl hal remeh temeh ni (nk sedapkn ati...huhu)

MSP

xtracurricular xtvt

di melaka manipal ini, pelajar-pelajar tahun kedua diwajibkan untuk membuat suatu kertas kerja sama ada kajian atau bancian utk dipersembahkan dalam suatu pameran saintifik...(amek hang bahasa baku)

program ini dinamakan "mentored student project"

so my frens & i (5 of us), under the same mentor, had come out with a simple topic entitled "perfect body posture awareness"...alasan awl2 hanye xnk wat keje renyah2 je...bende ni bukan dpt markah pun, jauh sekali ape2 hadiah cenderamata & sebagainye...tp hnylah syarat wajib lulus; extracurricular activity la ni...huhu...anyway, nk dijadikan citer...impian utk menyimpelkan project ni xtercapai sbb ktorg dikurniakan seorg mentor yg sungguh berdedikasi...beliau telah beri kerjasama, sokongan & dorongan yg tidak terhingga sehingga topik yg diingatkan ringkas itu berubah menjadi sgt2 lah complicated...jenuh jugak proses penyiapan itu...huhuhu...xmau citer keserabutan tu...tp akhirnye project ni siap...thx to my beloved groupmates who are well-cooperated enough to make evrything went on as planned and we finished on time...perfectly... :) legaaa~

nk dijadikan citer lagi...bile da hantar report, ktorg kene wat poster pulak...nk present kan...di sini juga la saya ingin menyelitkan perasaan bangga yg membuak2 kerana telah berjaya menyiapkan poster dgn jayanya...bygkan la, dlm keadaan desperate ni, terpakse guna microsoft publisher (which i never knew it existed...huhu) dlm dok tekan2 tu, tetibe boleh pulak...haha...chayo2~ ni ade beberape sample yg berjaye disiapkan sepanjang proses try&error tu...gambar ni yg xsiap lagi...bru template biase2 je...saje nk tayang...haha...however, the real one had been sent for printing...unfortunately, india ni kan agk terbelakang cket, so xdpt nk buat sebijik mcm yg design tu...dorg replace dgn software sendiri, demi nk bagi npk clear nanti, ktorg pn setuju jelah...alih2 jauh beza posternye...tp lantak la...mls nk pk...xde kesan pun...asl siap dh...heh...SABAR JELAH!!!

design 1

design 2

design 3

haha...lawa kan? sile puji ramai2...

okey la, im jst a beginner...huhu...

bukannye blaja designing...nk amk medic je...

nk buat poster scientific je...huhu...ok la kan kan? (mintak puji) ;p

btw, sabtu ni presentation day...wish us gud luck ok :)

antara hari2 keinsafan

ya Allah...ampunkanlah dosa2 kami...

ampunkanlah segala kelalaian kami, kejahilan kami...

sesungguhnya kami adalah hamba2Mu yg lemah,

kdg2 terlupa dgn tanggungjwb yg ada,

kdg2 leka dgn hal2 dunia,

kdg2 terpujuk dgn hasutan nafsu & syaitan...

ampunkan kami ya tuhan...

tiada yg kami sembah melainkan Mu ya Allah...

padaMu ku sembah & padaMu kami meminta pertolongan...

berilah petunjuk ke jln yg benar...

berilah kesedaran andai kami lakukan kesilapan...

berilah pertolongan andai kami ditimpa musibah...

ampunkan kami ya Allah...

andai hari ini hari terakhir kami...

terimalah keampunan yg kami pinta...

jauhkanlah dari azab2 yg ada...

ringankanlah segala derita...

hanya padaMu kami pohon ampun...

jgnlah kau benci akan hambamu ini...

ampunkanlah kami...

sayangilah kami...

dktkanlah jiwa & hati kami pdmu...

semoga tiap langkah kami menuju ke jlnMu...

moga kami termsk antara hamba2Mu yang beriman...

moga kami diberikan nikmat syurga,

moga kami jauh dari panas neraka...

moga kami antara hamba2mu yg terselamat...

semoga kami termsk

dlm golongan yg mendpt kejayaan... dunia akhirat...

tiada tuhan yg disembah melainkan Allah...

dan nabi Muhammad itu pesuruh Allah...

(lets live life as if its our last...we will never knw when it'll end...just hope that the exit from this world would be a bless & the ending would be a good one...aminnn) ♥

quote of the day:

~kdg2 cinta tu dtg dr nafsu, kdg2 cinta tu dtg dr godaan, kdg2 cinta tu dtg dr kelemahan sendiri~

tapi cinta tu boleh jadi kekuatan, boleh beri kesenangan, boleh beri kebahagiaan

yg penting kalau cinta tu xdicemari dgn kekotoran & apa2 dosa

yg penting cinta tu xmelebihi kasih pd allah...

yg penting cinta tu xmenghanyutkan diri...

yang baik tu dtg dpd allah

yg buruk itu kelemahan manusia sendiri

my favourite : song 1 :)

BETKHABY LEH

amr diab

Why are you hiding from me my love.

I'm all yours, look into my eyes.

Tell me what you want to tell me,

I'm waiting for you to tell me.

I have dreamt all my life for this moment.

Why are you hiding from me my love.

I'm all yours, look into my eyes.

what are you waiting for, 

just let my heart hear it.

seems like you're shy and hide it.

Tell me what you want to tell me,

I'm waiting for you to tell me.

I have dreamt all my life for this moment.

go blame your eyes, which had called me,

and they told me about you and told me stories

Let me the rest and tell me truly

I can't find anymore.

one word , ah my soul if you

could tell me.

Why are you hiding from me

my love.

♥